Aggie's Pov:
I am finally home from the hospital, it felt like it took my Mom 3 years to sign all of the papers. The doctors are still not sure why I passed out, but you know them they have to diagnose me with something, so they said I passed out do to anxiety. Anxiety? Like really, how the hell would someone have an anxiety attack at a bus stop! But whatever they gave me some pill to calm me down if I felt as if I was going to have a panic attack.
But on a totally unrelated note you know how I said I wasn't a big One Direction fan. Well I really really love there new album, even though it hasn't been released. Oh and also since I have no friends I started keeping a diary I thought it would keep me occupied.
I took my pink notebook out of my drawer and turned to a new page. I brought my new matching pen to the paper and began writing
Dear Diary,
I really never thought I would have to do this. But I lost all my friends because I'm a freak so I have no one else to turn to except you. I should come up a name for you...maybe Cathy, yeah I like that. So I will tell you Cathy, my full name is Agate Aubrey Abron, but you most people call me Aggie. Agate means to be magical and have curative powers. My middle name Aubrey means elf or magical being. My initials are "AAA" and I'm pretty sure my parents planned that one, but I'm not sure why. Anyways I'm 14 years old and a freshman in high school; I now have medium length short light brown hair and I am about 5 foot 6 inches. Also according to my birth certificate I have brown eyes but ever since my 10th birthday they seem to change color, and not like the little change like going from brown to like a lighter brown or darker brown; no my eyes go from my natural brown color to like a light green or blue. Also my hair changes colors very drastically, my hair used to from my light brown to like a light blonde or light brown to black and one really noticed the color changes unless they were up close and I tell you. But now it changes drastically and you can most defiantly see it. Also I am a only child, I have both parents and a cat named Snowflake. The only reason I started this was because my only friend Lillie replaced me about a week ago. I mean we are in high school so I expected her to make new friends and not hang out with me as much; but she straight up bullies me. She sends me 10 to 15 messages a day and they are not friendly. The messages are usual reminding me of how ugly, fat, or how much of a freak I am. It hurts it really does, I have always wanted to be a person who didn't care what other people thought of me and just blow of negative comments like they are nothing; but I'm not one of those people and I don't think I will ever be. I would love to blame someone else for me being this way *cough* *cough* Lillie *cough* *cough* but the only person I can blame is my self for being weak.
With love,
Agate Audrey Abron
YOU ARE READING
"Normal"
Teen Fiction"The first thing you learn in life is to try to be normal!" "I've tried and obviously that did not work out for me!"
