Aggie's Pov:
It is Wednesday and I still haven't gone to school. Lillie still texts me everyday with another one of her 'friendly reminders' most times more than once a day. But hey what better way to start off someone's day then some very truthful messages. My Mom is still wondering what is wrong with me, I heard her talking to the doctor over the phone yesterday. She told her that I was throwing up, I was very fatigue and never got out of my bed, and the doctor just told her to make sure I ate and take showers. I mean it was boring the first day but now I am afraid to go back I find ways to keep myself occupied
I am currently watching "Motor-crossed" on Disney Channel, just to let you know the main racer Dean is HAWT! But even if I knew him he wouldn't go out with a fat ugly pig.
I sighed and looked over at my clock 3:41 so it's 2:41, yeah I still haven't changed my clock. I grabbed my phone and unlocked the screen. I have done this everyday opening my phone and re-reading the messages between me and Lillie
'We missed you today fat pig...oh wait no we didn't, I mean who would miss you' I can feel tears forming
'Hey piggy do u want to come to a party with the kool kids...just kidding I take that back we don't want to blind the guest now do we?' I refuse to let them fall, she will not affect me that way
'You haven't been to school in 2 day why? Planning your suicide...I can help JUMP OFF A BRIDGE' one slips from my eye and falls down my cheek
'R u dead jet I'm getting tired of reminding u...just do I plzzzzz!!' The tears streamed down my face and fell on my bed.
I jumped off of my bed and ran for the bathroom. I quickly flipped on the light switch and locked the door. I kneeled in front of the toilet and hurled up whatever was left in my stomach. I soon got off the ground and stood in front of my full length mirror. I taped a picture up in the corner that is off a girl pinching fat off her stomach with the words 'if I can pinch it I can lose it' in white letters, I lifted my shirt to expose my stomach. I pinched a hunk of fat...I can lose it!
I looked up at my hair and it was a deep blue, and my eyes are grey. I am tired of my hair, eyes, fat, life. But I will show Lillie that I can be perfect, I will show them all.
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"Normal"
Teen Fiction"The first thing you learn in life is to try to be normal!" "I've tried and obviously that did not work out for me!"
