The Unspoken Secrets of A Teenage Girl

Chapter 2: That Damn Amber

Amber walked around school, laughing and smiling everybody would hear her before they saw her. She didn't really show niggas attention like they wanted. Sometimes she'd play along or just diss the hell outta they ass. School had just started and it was the first day. Amber met up with her friends in the gym right before the day had started..
"Heyyy bitches" she had said to Shay and Michelle when she walked through the door.
"Bitch We gotta go get our schedules." Said Shay. Her and all her friends would always approach eachother as hoes and bitches but it ain't bother them. They always was chilled bout the shit. Amber and Shay had the same 3rd block so they already knew how shit was finna ride out.. "Bitch I'll see you in 3rd block" Amber told Shay. Amber walked to her first block cute as fuck with her head held high she had just got that middle part bob natural black cut up real good in back.. She wore a nice pair of light jeans with a fitted white tank top, and chinese looking sholl to cover it. She always carried a purse she was real classy with it. She carried a Black and biege Dooney & Burke purse with the tag on it. She walked to her first period class she looked around didn't really fuck with nobody in there. Mostly seniors were in that class and they stared her down but she knew she was the shit so she walked in and sat her shit at the front table. She counted the clock as she was ready to go to the next block and see bitches who claimed to be her friend but didn't fuck with her over the summer. And she knew they was gone hit her with that "I miss you!!" shit.
Finally the bell rung, she walked into the hallway and she always walked by herself. She had a lil twist with her walk but not much. Everyone that walked past looked at her. She felt she was the shit though so it wasn't no pressure. She walked down the main steps she was looking at perfectly polished her toes was.
"AMBERRRR" called a voice who sounded shock. Sounded like a nigga, Amber turned around with a scrunched up face thinking in her head like "Who the fuck is this?" Only to turn around and see Shawn. Shawn Gray. Shawn Gray was this chinky eyed brown skinned, average height nigga with Hazel eyes and dimples that made a bit go crazy when he smiled. Amber and Shawn had dated twice before already it just never worked but their love for eachother never died. People were still passing on the steps while Amber and Shawn were looking at eachother like it was only them two in the world. Amber glanced at Shawn and gave him a flirtatious smile. She kept moving to her next class Amber was satisfied to see Shawn and to see him doing good but she ain't reminisce at all.
The day went by Amber thought about how much she'd missed him but was thinking hell nawl ain getting into that shit nomore. She didn't see Shawn anymore that day, but she was happy to still see him.
The week went on and Amber was still chilling, fly as fuck. Amber had first lunch and such a coincidence Shawn did TOO. Amber walked around the lunchroom speaking & smiling to everyone who spoke to her. She stood in the lines impatiently waiting to be served. She turned around to see a nicely dressed young nigga with a white polo shirt with the sleeves half way rolled up wearing red levi's and some cute lil whiteboy shoes. Her sister Key nudged her "Bitch you seen shawn?, He look good today don't he?", "Girl yeah I seen that nigga" Amber said while rolling her eyes. Shawn walked over to the lunch line on the opposite side of Amber and Key. Shawn was glancing well hell barely glancing he looking and smirking at Amber like he wanna bite her or some shit. "Damn what you looking at nigga" Key said. Shawn did a cute lil laugh and lowered his chinky eyes. "You must see some you like?" Amber asked smiling to the other side so he couldn't see. "Of courssse" Shawn said. Amber looked the other way she didn't want Shawn to see her blushing. Key and Amber got their trays and walked into the lunchroom to find a seat. They sat in the high tables, Shawn sat close by but not close enough for Amber. Amber knew she was a flexer but she still wanted Shawn to sit somewhere close so they could catch up..
Amber knew that it wouldn't be the same between them but she knew Shawn ass couldn't stay away either. Soon, the bell rung and everyone was on their way back to class. Amber's class was on the math hall and so was Key and Shawn's. They seen eachother everyday at lunch, everyday in the hallway.

Shawn and Amber didn't really talk but Amber was a bold bitch. And everybody knew that. One day Amber walked over to Shawn's table he instantly started smiling.. They talked but not much "You look good baby." he told Amber. She was so silly she could never get over the fact he called her baby. "I know honey." she told Shawn. They couldn't stop smiling at eachother for one second "How you been? You good?" She asked him. "Yeah, always baby, you?" Shawn responded. Amber knew something was wrong but she ain't trip she just played along but she already knew the reason behind the way he was acting. Shawn had a baby on the way. But Shawn didn't know Amber knew her knowledge the way she did. Amber had recently over the summer did some lurking. And found out that Shawn was having a baby by a girl who was older than him. And was soon to be married. Shawn was only 18. But nobody knew how and why shit happened the way it did. Shawn never brought it up to Amber but Amber was already on top of game. She played that shit cool though. Kept the conversation going smooth as hell.

Days went by and Shawn was acting like shit wasn't going on. Different bitches who knew what Amber and Shawn use to have would always try to aware her about that baby situation. She ignored it and tried to not think about it BUT hell this nigga can't be not speaking on shit that was this important. Shawn and Amber got closer and closer like they used to be as the weeks past but still he said nothing about the baby or his babymother. It was on Amber's mind, but she couldn't stress about that shit. One day at lunch Shawn told Amber to come over to his table, Amber walked over like she didn't want to but she did. "I gotta tell you some." "Wassup?" Amber asked with a serious face Shawn laughed he could never take her serious when she was. "What you gotta tell me?" She asked irritated now. She just knew he had something to say about this damn baby but she was kind of fucking satisfied that he was finally telling her himself. "Oh nun just had to talk to you about some." Amber looked at him aggravated "really" she said "Just tell me damn you making me mad" she uttered at him. "I just can't tell you that in person man." he said smiling "I just can't tell you right now not like this not right now." he said sounding sad. Amber felt he was about to tell her, they both looked at eachother with direct eye contact both with saddening looks. Amber began to walk off  "Amber." Shawn called while pulling her arm back towards him. "What shawn" "Ok ok I'ma tell you" the bell rung to return back to class Shawn and Amber walked the other direction from others so they could be alone. They stopped in the middle of the empty hallway downstairs, knowing they'll be late for class they looked at eachother. Amber impatient, Shawn afraid. He just knew Amber was gone beat his ass once the words rolled out his mouth. They stood there, quiet. "Ight so..." Shawn started now having Amber at his attention. "Yeah ain't nun major just a lil baby on the way." Shawn stated fastly. Amber heart dropped as if it had broken, her and Shawn had always had an open relationship with eachother and they told eachother everything even when they weren't together. "Ok." Amber said walking off to class "Wait, see why you mad that's why ain wanna tell you" shawn shouted down the hall. Amber stopped, "That's why yeen wanna tell me? What the fuck I already knew bout the shit anyway just wanted to hear it from you and no not bitches! Ain't nobody mad. That's not my business to be mad about. Yeah my feelings hurt but I'll be alright." She said. Shawn looked at her sadly like he'd done wrong "It ain't what it seem like though, Amber I want you." he said grabbing her hand in his. "Nawl" she said snatching her hand away "Ain mad at you Shawn, I promise I'm not" she said making her way to her classroom door. Her teacher opened the door, she walked in slowly still listening to the bullshit Shawn was saying while closing the door in his face.