The Unspoken Secrets of A Teenage Girl

Chapter 8: Amber's Cry

Soon as Amber got home she showered and layed down. She thought about what her night had consisted of. She loved it. The sex was so good to her she replayed it over and over again in her head. Each time she fell in love. Amber hated to tell herself that she was feeling his ass forreal.
The next Monday, Amber hadn't seen Aydin all day. He was the only person she looked forward to see. She looked at him different now the way they texted eachother, and the way they could joke around together. She knew she was feeling him but she tried to deny it to herself everytime.
That same day, Amber seen Aydin walking with a girl in the hallway. She tried not to trip, but she was curious as hell. "Y'all talk?" she asked walking up to him after the girl walked off. "Nawl" he said smiling. Amber knew he was gone have bitches on him. But the way she was feeling him she ain't like that shit. Rumors were going around about Aydin talking to this girl, I mean Amber wasn't supposed to get mad but she did. She fell back, didn't text him didn't even look his way when she seen him. She ain't wanna make it seem like she was doing the most bout a nigga she said she ain't want no relations with.
Aydin didn't hear from Amber for about a week or two he knew some was wrong. He thought she was feeling him like he knew she would. He texted her one day afterschool asking what's wrong. Amber acted like she ain't know what the hell he was talking about. "I just fell back, I ain't want to interfere with anything you had going on. That's what I needed to do before I felt some type of way about the situation." She told him. Aydin felt like he did something wrong. He knew what she was upset about and it had been a while since they'd had sex. They went without talking until a Christmas break came and they were out of school. He knew he had to make it up to her some type of way. It was just enough time for them to get back on the right track. They both knew it was something they felt about one another but just didn't know what to say or how to say it. They acted just alike, so it would always be difficult to communicate with each other.
Amber's parents both had out of town jobs. She barely got to see them but they gave her anything she asked for so she was fine with that. She was always home alone but she knew how to handle herself and how to keep up with the house. Amber got a text from Aydin asking her to come get him later. She hesitated on whether or not to go get him but she did it.
She pulled up, and texted him that she was outside "Here." she texted. Aydin walked outside with his douffle bag as if he were staying the night. He told her to pop the trunk he could put his things away. He got inside the passenger seat and looked over at Amber. "What's wrong with you?" he asked concerned. "Nothing." she replied seriously. She played songs from her playlist on the aux cord which kind of made the ride to her house akward. She drove fast ready to get back home and relax. The whole ride was mostly quiet, Aydin most definitely knew something was wrong. Amber drove fast, until she reached her street. She turned into her driveway and got out the car quick as hell. She ain't wait on him. She unlocked the door and left it open for him to come in. She turned on the lights in the hallway and her room and returned to what she was doing. She left him in the bedroom for a good 15 minutes she came back, dressed in a towel, still wet from her shower. Aydin smelled her soon as she came in, she smelled like roses. She dropped the towel revealing her nicely shaped curves. Aydin ain't know what to do. He thought she was teasing him and he ain't like it. She looked throw her drawers and pulled out a matching set of Victoria's Secret bra and panties. She found a small lounge dress to put over her. She got on her side of the bed and laid down. "I don't know what the fuck this nigga come here for." she thought to herself. Aydin reached over her side and pulled her closer to him. Amber looked at him with a disappointed look, her eyes watery and tired. He started to lift her dress up, slowly trying to remove it off of her. He pulled her hair through the dress letting it fall in his hand. Aydin slowly kissed her down her stomach down to her panties. He slid her pants down her legs, and spread them. He licked her and ate her as if he was apologizing the worst he had did. Amber thrusted her hand against his head wanting him to stop the pleasure. He continued to eat her, Amber didn't know how to handle it. Aydin eventually stopped and undressed himself from head to toe. He picked her up and placed her gently on the bed right where he wanted her. He slid inside her.. raw. He stroked her slowly while kissing her softly on the lips. They felt eachother's every vibe and move through it all. He placed her on her back and kissed her down. At that moment, they could hear the rain. The rain got harder and harder, and they made love longer and longer. They never ended, he fell asleep inside her feeling eachother's every breath, drop of sweat and juice. It continued to rain for the rest of the night, Amber awakened about two hours later realizing the sex was so intimate that she'd fallen asleep. She woke Aydin up to move him out of her, he laid over to the otherside. Amber went and showered and came back dressed in pajamas. Aydin got up and dressed himself. They walked out to the car and stopped before the got in, looked at eachother and did a small smile. Amber couldn't believe they'd been that long. Amber gave the keys to Aydin as if she didn't feel like driving. He started the car and they both just relaxed as he started driving. She reached over and grabbed for his hand, he grabbed hers and held it tightly. They knew what they were doing was gonna lead them into a bad situation, but they were feeling it at the moment. They drove almost all the way cross town to take him home. He pulled in his driveway and parked. Aydin looked over at Amber as if he was mesmerized. She smirked and looked down. She didn't know how to feel at that moment, she didn't know whether she was mesmerized by him or the sex. Aydin kissed her on the forehead and unlocked the door. He popped the trunk to get his bag out and waited for Amber to change seats. She moved over the arm rest and into the drivers seat and waited for him to get in the house.
Amber was silent for a minute the whole ride home was silent for her. She was satisfied and her heart was warm. She ain't think it meant wht it did. Aydin texted her about 10 minutes after she left asking did she get home alright. She was relieved to get a concerned text from him, and she appreciated him for that. She didn't speak to him again until Christmas. Amber got drunk and ended up calling him him "I could fuck you so good right now." She said in the phone. "You can't tell me that kind of stuff right now." Aydin said laughing.. Amber felt they needed space. Only because she tried to avoid feelings, but every conversation they had was never ending. They would text when they didn't talk and talk when they didn't want to text. The situation between them was starting to climax and they could feel it. The space between their visitations varied, sometimes it would be every 2 or 3 weeks or maybe every 3 days. It depended on how Amber felt.
They didn't see eachother again until the end of the year which is the beginning of the new year. Amber was just about to go out with her bitches, when she got a text from Aydin saying he wanted her to come over. She completely stopped what she was doing, got dressed and went over. She texted him when she was there, stepping out of the car in a tight black mini dress with a unique purple peacoat. She had long heel boots that came up to her knee. Her hair was slicked up in a nice curly party bun. He opened the door before she even got to it, and invited her in. She walked in, looking astonished and impressed. His house was fine, just like him. He led her to the bedroom.. She instantly placed her things on the dresser and began undressing knowing she had to be somewhere in like two hours. Aydin sat and watched her undress and took the advantage of looking at her sexy lingerie. She crawled onto the bed with him and she took control by getting on top. She rode him, like a wave smooth and slow. He then, told her she could stop and she took the ignition of getting in doggystyle position. Her arch was better than ever right now she knew he'd nut quick as hell. He slid inside her, hearing her vagina make the sound of a puddle as he went in. He quickly pulled out trying not to nut quick. In and out in and out he did for about 5 minutes. He laid Amber on her back pleasuring her from her front side now with her legs wrapped around his back. He sucked and bit her neck hard to mark his territory. They switched positions almost 5 times, each time feeling every breath gasp, and heartbeat. It was so sensual, feeling eachother's sweat and heat off eachother's body. When they ended, Aydin didn't even realize he was releasing himself he quickly pulled out and nut went all over his bed. Aydin got up to go get something to clean it up with bringing along a wet rag for Amber she cleaned up and got dressed. Aydin jumped in the shower for only a good 5 minutes and came out to the closet. He patiently picked out a nice pair of jeans and a cute ass coat with a pair of nice kicks. "Damnnnn" Amber said. "You don't even look this good at school." she continued laughing. He smirked and put on his watch, grabbing his keys and wallet. Amber grabbed her jacket and followed him. They both walked to the front door setting the alarm and locking down the house. Aydin automatic started the car trying to impress Amber telling her to "Go get in." She walked out the house and stood at the car waiting for him to open the door for her. Aydin came out and opened the driver door and got in not knowing what the hell Amber was doing. She leaned down in the window "Umm I'm waiting on you to open the door." She said smiling sarcastically.. Aydin got out and opened her door, and helped her get in. He drove out the driveway and started the music. He put on the most obvious song Peacoat by Future knowing Amber was wearing one. "I spend a check on that pussy," Aydin said to Amber in the hang of the song. He pulled up in the driveway and waited for her to get to the door. The door opened and he waved to whoever opened it and Amber walked in. She was tired and sore, but she knew she couldn't bail out on her bitches.
Amber awakened the next week or so about 5 in the morning ruining her sheets and bedroom floor with throwup. She was disgusted as fuck. Amber was regretful of the drinks she had or the food she'd eaten. She was mad as hell, and thought to herself she'd never drink again. Amber was absent minded as hell the last thing on her mind was being sick. She always cleaned up behind herself, the smell was unacceptable for her. But, it was becoming a every day thing. Same time, same place, she didn't want to think what she thought. It couldn't be. It can't be. She always drunk coffee in the morning and never had any problems. But the one day she did the shit came right back up on her. Amber knew this couldn't be right. She grabbed the keys and rushed to CVS. She grabbed the highest pregnancy test she could find. Soon as she bought it she went inside the store bathroom and contemplated on whether or not to take it. She pulled down her pants and sat on the toilet staring at the box, she couldn't believe what she was doing. She couldn't believe she was in this predicament. She pissed on the stick and waited and waited..... the test came back positive. She was indenial. She rushed out the restroom back into the store and grabbed 4 more tests. EVERY single one came back positive. "Fuck! Nooooo" Amber cried to herself. "How the fuck could this happen?!!?" She cried. Amber didn't want to believe that she was pregnant it just wasn't right. She stared at all the tests on the floor trying to calculate shit in her head. It was all adding up.... Amber was pregnant, and it wasn't no way around it.