Dammit I Love Him

Chapter 15 - OMGG!

Slamming my house door in frustration, I trudge upstairs. Throwing off my clothes in irritation and changing into my jammies.

That damn Ben! Who the hell does he think he is‼ 'It's just a kiss' pft yeah you're right. That's all it was! Just a skin-to-skin contact like when I'm fighting in classes against Mr Chao. It's just plain old skin on skin, who the hell cares about that. I huff and collapse on my comfy queen sized bed, hugging my fluffy toy pillow to my chest, in comfort.

As I lay there relaxing, I vaguely hear a tapping sound, "Tip, Tap" on my window. I just ignore it thinking that it's probably the wind. Then the sound gets more louder and aggressive. "Oh bloody what now!" I groan and walk up over to the window to shout, "Yeah, so who wants a peace of me dammit!"

I hear a familiar chuckle, which makes my nerves spark with excitement and irritation, it's only when the dark silhouette moves closer that I manage to make out his handsome face in the darkness.

In between his laugh he manages to say, "Let me up, Niki."

Astonished that the man actually has the nerve to say that, I stare at him unimpressed, "Now just why the hell would I do that!"

He shakes his head at me as if I'm some child, "Come on, you know you want to".

"Actually that's where you're wrong because I know that I don't want to, so get lost." I huff through my clenched teeth.

He simply ignores my request and walks right up to my window, staring up at me with puppy dog eyes. Like that's going to work bucko.

"Come on Niki, I'm not going to do anything I just want to talk. So can you please let me up". He implored.

"Nope, go home Ben. I'm sure you have plenty of other Juliet's to woo". Then I shut my curtains and collapse on my bed feeling irritated. I need some damn chocolate.

In my short boy shorts and long hippie singlet I stroll to my kitchen ignoring Ben's "Come on let me up, I'm going to come up soon anyway even if you don't let me...blah blah" Whatever.

I grab my desired stash of Cadbury caramel chocolate that I HAD to bring with me, scared that America wouldn't have my fave ever chocolate. I popped it in my mouth and it just melted, cause that's how damn perfect this chocolate is. All my worries and irritation vanished.

Feeling lighter and better with each bite I start walking back to my room. As I enter, something immediately feels off. I walk back over to the window, to see that Ben's gone. Hmmm strange, I thought the ass would've harassed me the whole night. Hmf not like I care. I close the curtais and turn around, shrieking and dropping my damn chocolate on the ground.

I see Ben's arrogant smirk staring back at me from my bed as he leisurely sits there as if he's done nothing wrong. Flabbergasted, I point at him demanding, "How the hell did you get inside my room, I locked my damn window".

"I told you I would come in regardless of your permission". He said with a self-satisfied smile.

"Whatever, get out of my house before I call someone on your ass". I grouch out. What was pissing me off even more was the fact there was this awareness of him in my room that was making my body warm and fuzzy. Him being in my room was too damn personal and I don't like it, dammit.

"Ooooo who are you going to call on me". He stated casually, as if he had no care in the world. "Shut up, you don't need to know, just leave already would ya!".

"Nope, not going to happen sunshine." He said.

I arched my brow at him. "Excuse me?!"

He smiled evily, "You heard me sweetcheeks". Oh hell no the bitch did not just call me 'sweetcheeks'.

"Get-out-now-before-i-make-you!" I growled.

"Oooh feisty today, aren't you." He said in an amused tone.

I start stomping towards him ready to throw him over my shoulder and punch him one in the guts. As I get up close to him he puts his arms up in surrender, but his eyes are still twinkling with amusement.

"Come on just hear me out, then you can throw me out. Literally". He says beseechingly. I sigh with exasperation but still keep my brows scrunched in irritation. "Well go on then".

"Look I know you're pissed off about what I said after the kiss, but I honestly didn't mean it that way" he said in a serious tone. "Oh really, what did you mean then?" I ask sarcastically.

"I didn't want you to freak out like you always do and run out on me like you always do. So I downplayed that fucking amazing kiss, alright". He said, running his hands through his hair in frustration.

"Then why did you say you kissed me to prove a point?" I accused.

"For fuck sake woman, I just wanted to kiss you, is it such a damn crime". He arched his brows at me. "Plus I now know for sure that you definitely feel something for me, these strong feelings I have for you aren't just mine alone". He said arrogantly.

"Oh really, now what feelings would that be?" I say rolling my eyes at him and crossing my arms.

He gets up and enters my personal space yet again and puts his hands around my waist casually, as if they have always belonged there, then he presses my body against his. Which throws me off, I feel those confusing feelings coming back to me at full force. My body starts heating up, and I feel butterflies settle in my stomach. Tension swirls around us again.

I just stare at him, and he stares right back at me, so intensely that I feel my knees going weak. What is this man doing to me?

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Hello hello my peeps,

I know I've been late with my update by a week or two so to make it up to you awesome and lovely readers I wrote out two chapters today and I'll post the second one after this shortly. Have finished editing it today, hope there's no mistakes left.

Again sorry for the delay, I really am just been caught up with life. Anywho hope you guys enjoy these chapters. So relax, sit back and enjoy.

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