Dammit I Love Him

Chapter 20 - Gasss

Chapter 20

We end up cuddling in my bed, and I lose myself in his enticing scent, which weaves around me and makes me feel safe.

I briefly wonder if my dad is asleep, because I don't want him to come in and see us wrapped in each other's arms. He'll bloody start interrogating Ben, which will be damn embarrassing.

So I disentangle myself from his arms, he looks at me questioningly, and I walk over to my door to shut it and lock it. Then I sink back into bed, explaining, "Not sure if my dad might come in my room to check up on me in the middle of the night". He nods in understanding.

For a while when we were living in Australia and when we just moved here dad used to check-up on me a lot when I was sleeping because of my night terrors. But for the past 2 months I've hardly had any night terrors, but still, I don't know if it's such a good idea for Ben to sleep next to me. "Hey Ben, what time are you going home?" I murmur, whilst looking in his eyes.

"Later, why?" he questions.

"Nothing, I'm just a restless sleeper, I wouldn't want to punch you in the face by accident while I'm dreaming." I say with the corners of my mouth turning up into a cheeky smile. But underneath that smile real worry is etched in my mind, that I'll scream in the middle of the night and scare him off.

He brings his face closer to mine so we're inches apart and breathes, "Ok, for a second there I thought you were going to ask me to go home".

"Yeah I was", I say. His face drops into a frown, so I quickly give him a chaste kiss and assure him, "But only because I'm a really bad sleeper, not because I was trying to get rid of you".

He smiles, "Of course, how could you want to get rid of the awesome and handsome me".

I snort, "Yes, sorry how could I forget..." and roll my eyes, "You only remind me of that every single day".

Ben chuckles, and nips my nose with his teeth, "And don't you forget it, sweetcheeks".

I sigh, "Yeah, yeah Mr Prince Charming, now let's watch a movie before my ears bleed from your ego".

He fakes a dagger to his heart, "Oooh you gut me, you burn me, how could you?" his eyes twinkle with mirth.

I just roll my eyes at his ridiculous antics and leap out of the bed to pop a movie on. I click the red 'on' button and light up my medium sized black plazma TV.

Teen wolf starts playing, from where I left off, the episode with the dread doctors making their first appearance.

I hear Ben groan, "Babe are we seriously going to watch Teen wolf?"

"Heck yeah, I love seeing the hotties in it, especially Styles and Scott." I voice with delight.

He starts sulking, "Hmf, I should be the only 'hottie' that you pay attention to".

I stare at him with exasperation, "Oh come on, you are my man, I'm just watching the damn series, I mean sure they're hot but they aren't you".

He pulls me down from the seated position I had near the edge of the bed, close to the TV, to the warmth of his back. His arm snakes around my mid-section, causing butterflies to jiggle around in my stomach. It also gives me this odd sense of security, and I feel satisfied and safe. I don't normally welcome touch or grabbing from people, but when Ben does it I feel safe and protected.

He lays in silence and watches with me, like a good boyfriend, which makes me smile, cause he usually acts so disagreeable with me, but I know he's sweet and generous at heart. He just likes to use his ego and arrogance to mask it.

I immerse myself in the movie and then I feel these grumbling and glubbing noises coming from my stomach. I ignore them, thinking that it'll go away, but my stomach gets more and more bloated by the second.

Hoping that Ben hasn't noticed these noises I continue watching the episode, then I feel the violent movement of gas through my stomach to my ass. Scared that it'll burst outta my ass I squeeze my glutes together as tight as I can.

I feel the bubble moving around, and then it disappears quietly. Suddenly 2 minutes into the movie, again I sense the bubble moving to my ass, so I furrow my brows and squeeze my ass cheeks tighter together.

I sigh with relief, when I feel it receding back into my body. "Are you ok?" Ben asks me.

"Yeah, all good", I murmur quietly, hoping that he hasn't noticed this inner struggle I'm having with my body. Gosh men, they only pay attention to things when you don't want them too!

Sensing that my body is in check I allow myself to relax and I submerge into the story again, suddenly I hear this noise, "Prrrrrrrrrr" and then I realise with shock that the sound came from me. The blood rushes to my face and my cheeks go bright red with embarrassment.

OMFG‼! I just let one rip, right behind my boyfriend. Ok that's it, there's nothing left for me anymore, ground take me, swallow me whole and let me die in peace. Please!

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Hollaaa my lovely readerssss!! :D

As promised Chapter 20 is here, btw omg was laughing so much as i wrote it hope you guys did as well :DD 

Chapter 22 is on the way i'm almost done just sooo wiped out from today had to clean a lot at work, literally feel 10 years older right now, that's how tired my body is :/ but ye it'll be done by tomorrow and released ;)

How all you been? hope you guys had a fabulous week and if you didn't then i hope you bitch slapped who ever pissed you off with a french slap using a slimy fish (ok omg did i just say that i think i'm srsly getting corrupt here :O)

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