Forgive me in Honfleur

bloopers

POV Hope

After we finished filming, Joe went to bed. It's been a few days after they came back to England, but he still felt pretty jetlag. Caspar was editing his video for Monday in his room. He was smart enough to film it with Joe while they were in South Africa, so he didn't need to film one in England. I didn't want to disturb him or anything, so I went upstairs and on got YouTube to watch some of my old videos.

Is it weird? It's not like I love myself that much I look at my face 24/7, no. It's about lightning, makeup, you know, technical things. It helps to make my videos better.

It's still weird, isn't it?

I stopped looking for flaws in my video and started enjoying it soon enough. I rewatched my first collab with Joe on his channel and then "How well do we know each other?" on mine.

Now I understand why people ship us. We act like a couple.

But at the same time, we're best friends. That's what we usually act like. It's okay for us to hug so often and it's totally fine when I wear some of Joe's clothes. It's natural. I can't stop or pretend like I don't like it anymore.

I got my phone and tweeted.

Hope Jackson
@HopieDopie
Guys, it's not real, it's just jokes. Don't take it seriously, come on 😂

I put my phone away and decided to edit bloopers. I went downstairs, took Joe's camera silently and was about go upstairs again, but I couldn't leave the room. Joe's so cute when he's asleep. So peaceful and relaxed.

God, that's exactly what people think when they're in love, isn't it?

I stayed at Joe's room, editing on the floor. 20 minutes later, Caspar popped into the room.

- Joe's asleep, be quiet. - He nodded.
- I'm about to order some pizza, do you want some?
- Order your fave, I'm not really hungry. - I said, looking on the screen.
- Okay. I'm upstairs if you need me.
- Thanks.

A bit later I went upstairs. I didn't finish editing, but I smelt pizza and Caspar is not the only one in Jaspar's house who loves it.

- Helloo! - I said in a childish voice. - What's up?
- Pizza time! - Caspar exclaimed, lifting two pizza boxes.
- What did you order? - I looked into the boxes. - You've got my favorite!
- Yeah, I knew you lied about being not hungry, cause you were focused on editing. I didn't want to share my pizza, so I ordered you a small one. - Caspar said, dancing with his pizza box.
- Oh, Caspiee! - I said, hugging him. - I love you so much!
- Is there something I need to know? - Shirtless Joe came upstairs. Damn, he's hot.
- Did we wake you up? - I asked.
- Not really. I wasn't asleep since Caspar asked you about pizza. - I blushed a bit. Does this mean he was looking at me just the way I did at him before he woke up? Or was he just thinking? Maybe he didn't even open his eyes? - So what do we have?

- Guys? - I screamed.
- Yeah? - Caspar screamed back.
- Want to see the bloopers video? - I screamed for them to hear me. I heard footsteps and then Joe appeared.
- Did you actually already edit it? - Joe sat near me.
- Well, kinda. - I shrugged.
- I haven't started mine yet! - He exclaimed. Caspar came into the room.
- Maybe I'll upload mine before yours and break the system.
- You can't do that! - Caspar said.
- I can. - I smirked and played the video.

- Hi! - Joe waved into the camera. - No, it won't work. Hi everyone! - He tried again. - No, not like this. - Hello, world! Wait, what? - Joe said.
- Oh, come on! Get your shit together, Sugg! - I said behind the camera. Caspar laughed.

The scene changed.

- So, have you ever.. - Joe started.
- Wait, I was making an ugly face.
- Okay. Have you ever...

A few scenes changed again. A tweet appeared on the screen.

BB Z
@BB-Z
Read out loud "It says you should kiss me"

Joe giggled.

- What? - I asked, looking at him and smiling.
- It says you should kiss me. - Joe said with a smirk. I swear he held his look at my lips for a second.
- Well, I should, but I won't. - I said, looking into my phone. Right after, the scene changed. In reality, I laughed looking at Joe. He smiled but... he seemed a bit... disappointed? Never mind, probably just mind games.

After a few minutes, the scene with shippers' question started.

- What? You can't joke like this! - Caspar said, blushing a bit. He's so cute and he always behaves so well. Emily did a great job.
- I'm sorry. I won't joke like this again. - I said, pouting playfully.
- Such a liar. - Joe said, laughing.

- Don't put this in the video! - I said.
- This is going to be the first time I won't do this. - Joe replied. Then a little writing appeared: "lol I did"

The scene changed and Joe read another question.

- So, Jerry the Bear asking me... - He stopped, listening to me, looking into my phone and singing for some reason.

'Cause there's still too long to the weekend
Too long till I drown in your hands
Too long since I've been a fool

Then I started to dance a bit.

Leave this blue neighborhood
Never knew loving could hurt this good
And it drives me wild

I looked at smiling Joe. God, this look, screenshots will be everywhere.

Cause when you look like that
I've never ever wanted to be so bad
And it drives me wild

Joe joined me and I closed my eyes, dancing.

You're driving me wild, wild, wild
Nananana
You're driving me wild, wild, wild
You're driving me wild

We looked at each other with a smile.

- No way! This was exactly what you had to do! - Joe seemed really excited. He looked at me with widely open eyes, messing his hair a bit.
- What?
- You had to sing, that's exactly what she's asking for!
- It can't be! - I pretended sure about it then, hoping to sound skeptic.
- No, really, look! - he showed me his phone.
- Joe, I know you're kidding. I won't even look there, I know it's a joke. - I said, looking at him. God, I've known him for years, and I still can't accept he's so handsome.
Maybe I just don't want to.
- Damn it!  You're right.  - He smiled, apologizing and I melt a bit. Thank God camera didn't film it. It filmed only my stupid smile and the way I looked at him. Oh, God.
- Yes! But wait, what was it then? - I asked.
- Oh, when was the last time you pranked someone and it didn't work. - Joe said, giggling a bit.
- Here, look. - Joe gave his phone and showed the tweet, that appeared on the screen. - Sorry.
- Don't worry about it. - I said, after rolling my eyes. - I just know you too well.

So
If you don't follow my twitter (@nicelephant), and you probably don't, you don't know that wattpad, my laptop, my phone, literally everything didn't want me to upload this chapter (maybe it's that bad that wattpad refuse to have it, lol). Sorry if I didn't notice some mistakes, but I'm too pissed off to check it one more time.
Thanks ❤