I walked through the house and Callum came out the living room and I said,
“Nobody’s going to believe me! Nobody ever does!”
“Kay it’s not like that!”
“Yes it is! It me against everyone else!”
“Well who was it then?”
“You don’t know how much I wish I could say, but I can’t!”
“Why not?”
“Because nobody would believe me even if I did say!”
“If you say we can sort this all out!”
“It’s not my place to say! All I’m going to say is I didn’t do it!”
“I believe you,” he said.
“It’s not enough for you to believe!”
“Kayla he’ll come round,”
“You know how stubborn he is,"
I opened the door and I turned around to say bye to Callum. Anthony was stood at the door. I looked at Callum and said,
“Bye Cal, say bye to your mum and dad,”
“What?”
“Well he don’t believe me,” I said looking at Anthony,
“So? Doesn’t mean you can’t come round again!” Callum said.
“It’s easier for everyone,” I said.
“Kay don’t do this!” Callum said, “Mum and dad adore you!”
“Oh, and Anthony,”
“What?” he snapped.
“I’ve made my decision on my college, London!”
I walked out the door and shut it. We lived four and half-hours from London. We were down in Devon. I walked up the path and I heard Callum shout,
“Your going to lose the best thing in your fucking life!” I closed the gate at the end of their front garden and heard a tap on the upstairs window.
I looked around and Hayley was there. I laughed and waved. She waved back and made a love heart with her hands. I smiled and made a love heart with my hands. I waved and walked off.
That was the hardest thing in the world! Walking away from the only people I classed as my family. Hayley was the one I felt the worst about, she was to young to understand what was going on.
She wouldn’t understand why I wouldn’t be around there again. Why if I saw her in the street with Anthony that I’d just have to cross the road and ignore them. None of this was for me! All I wanted was Anthony, but he made it perfectly clear.
Why did this have to happen to me? Anthony and I were so good together and my cousin Ben and Ryan had just ruined it. Ben was the one Ryan was getting off with! Ben was open about being bisexual and he got a lot of grief for it. But at least he wasn’t a coward like some other people!
When I got in I went up to my room and shut the door. I threw myself onto my bed. Now not only did my proper family didn’t want me, neither did the boy of my dreams. I lay on my bed looking at my ceiling.
