We were laid under my quilt cover. I was cuddled into Anthony, his head on my chest. He was playing with my hair and I said,
“Ant,” I looked up at him.
“Yeah babe,”
“Ryan told you didn’t he?
“He said he couldn’t let me and you break up,”
“Did you say sorry for hitting him,” he smiled,
“Yes!” I kissed him and he kissed me back.
I pulled away and he said,
“Thank you, for standing in between me and Ryan,”
“I know you wouldn’t hurt me,”
“You have a lot in faith in me,”
“No, you wouldn’t hurt me because your sex would be cut off,”
“I’m not with you for sex!”
“So now I’m bad in bed?”
“Your twisting my words!” he said and glared.
“I’m joking babe, I know your not with me just for sex,”
He smiled and kissed my forehead. I smiled and he said,
“I’m with you because you mean everything to me. I love you for what you are. You’re beautiful, kind, sensitive, sexy, amazing, wonderful and so much more.”
“That’s the first time you’ve ever said that,”
“I’m sorry,”
“Babe are you feeling ok?”
“Yeah why?” he sounded confused.
“You’ve said sorry twice and then what you love about me,”
He kissed me and I kissed him back his pulled away. I put my head back on his chest and he began to play with my hair again.
“I love you so much baby girl,” he said out of the blue.
“I love you so much too baby boy,”
“Do you want kids?” he asked.
“Yeah three, why?” I looked up at him.
“Just wondering,” he said.
“What about you?” I asked.
“Yeah three or four,” I smiled.
We’d never talked about the future, or what we wanted out of life before. I knew he wanted to work be a personal trainer or a physiotherapist but that was just because we looked at what qualifications he needed to become one.
I didn’t say word after that. I just laid there cuddled into him. My head on his chest his hands playing with my hair. I couldn’t ask for anything more. His phone started ringing. Perfect!
I sat up and grabbed it out of his jeans for him. I handed it to him and he said,
“I have to take this sorry,” I smiled and he sat on the edge of the bed. I put my head on the pillow and looked up at the ceiling.
Anthony looked round at me and smiled,
“What’s up mate?” he paused and he came closer to me.
“Your on the phone,” he laid on top of me and kissed my neck.
“No, I’m with my baby at the moment,” he paused, “Ok I’ll ring you later.” He pressed the red button and put his phone on my bedside unit.
