Sweet Sadistic Love (Larry Stylinson)

New Friends, New Feelings

HARRY'S P.O.V

                                        July 3rd, 2010

Dear Journal,

I just started boot camp for X-Factor and its going great! I have a vocal coach and I have met so many new people, most of them are nice and really fun to hang out with. They all have such amazing voices, I'm not sure how I will even get past boot camp. But none of that matters at the moment because Louis is in my catagory. Let me tell you something, he could be a fucking angel, I swear to God. His voice is so soft and beautiful, I could listen to his angelic voice all day, without a god damn doubt.

Louis and I have been hanging out alot lately. Ever since he gave me his number in the bathroom, the day of our auditions, we have been texting and hanging out whenever its convenient for the both of us. We went to the shops a few times and got some silly hats. I can definitely say that that day was amazing; I can still remember the moment perfectly.

*FLASHBACK*

"Bzzz bzzz" my phone vibrated against the bed side table.

"Louis" showed up on the screen. My cheeks heated up at the sight of his beautiful name. I smiled widely and opened the message from Louis.

"Hey curly, wanna go to the shops later? -xx Louis" my cheeks got more heated and I hurriedly replied a simple, yet flirtatious yes.

"Sure Lou, sounds great (: Is it all right that I call you that? -xx Harry"

I felt so good inside, butterflies erupted and.my dimples ceased deeper into my cheeks as my smile got even more wide than before.

"Ofcourse! aha I love it -xx Louis"

I blushed hard, quickly replied to Louis, and changed his contact name to "Lou c:" .

I arrived at the shops that Louis told me to meet him at and I saw him. He was wearing a small smile and didn't look like the same Louis I met in the bathroom. I quickly rushed over to the fragile looking boy and told myself I would do anything to see the same smile I saw when I first met him.

"Hey Lou, what's wrong mate?" I asked while he sniffled.

"Its nothing really, thanks for asking though. Means alot curly" He half  smiled and I blushed at his cute pet name for me.

"You sure? You can talk to me ya know, I will listen" Smiling, encouraging him to speak up.

"Okay, well me and my girlfriend Hannah just broke up and well she meant alot to me but I guess I wasn't good enough" He shrugged and continued. "Its nothing really, I'm just overreacting. Sorry " It pained me to see him like this and I know I barely know him, but there was something different about him, something I just couldn't seem to grasp. All I know is that I want him to be okay, I want him to be happy.

"I'm sorry Lou, she's really missing out on an amazing person ya know. I mean seriously who could resist your smile and great personality?" He laughed, smiling at my kind words. That really warmed my heart, knowing he felt just a little bit better.

"Thanks curly, a lot"

"Anytime Lou, now lets go get some shit!" I grabbed his arm and pulled him towards the silly display of hats.

*'FLASHBACK OVER*

Other than daydreaming about the gorgeous boy, I met some new friends. Liam, Cher, Zayn, Niall, and a few others, but I'm most fond of those four. As friends that is.

Liam has deep brown eyes, chocolate brown hair, and a kind heart. The other day I was having trouble hitting a certain note and Liam was there to encourage me and it helped. The others laughed, but thats okay Liam was a good distraction. He is firmly built and has a cute button nose thay I just want to "boop" everytime I see him. I'm not attracted to him but hey, that doesn't meant I can't boop his nose every once in a while. He has a deep serene voice that sends you over the edge, I wish you were a real person so you could hear him. You would fall in love with his voice, I swear.

Cher has dark brown hair and blue eyes. She is possibly the most gorgeous woman I have ever seen, but that's besides the point. Cher's voice is something special, it has this original tone and sound to it. If I was attracted to woman I would definitely fancy Cher, her personality is by far the best out of all the girls here in my catagory. The others are beautiful, but they aren't the kind of people someone would prefer to socialize with or hang around.

Zayn is shy and quiet, but once I took the time to talk to him I didn't regret it at all. He has this sense of humor that makes you laugh even though it isn't that funny, he is a "deep" person, meaning he can get deep into a conversation and really show what his true feelings towards the subject are. Zayn is unbelievably generous and sweet, he would do anything for someone just to make them happy. Although he is shy, his voice is quite the opposite. Zayn's voice can hit these high notes that I thought were impossible for a guy to reach! His voice is so fantastic, oh God you need to hear it. I can't explain the greatness of his voice.

Niall is one of those people that you can just sit around with all day and never loose conversation. The natural burnett always seems to be happy and cheery, not saying that I don't like it, it's great actually. Whenever I need a laugh or someone to just ramble off to about irrelavent things I can definitely say that I would go to Niall. His teeth are crooked but I don't really care, he is perfectly fine without them being fixed, his teeth, in a way, fit him. Niall's voice is enticing. If I listen close enough I can hear his Irish accent laced with the lyrics of the song. Its deep and serene, its always makes me want to smile. His voice is something special, I can tell you that.

None of them can compare to Louis though, all of their voices are fucking amazing but Lou's will always hold a special place in my thoughts and heart. Even if we never speak to eachother again, it will always be there, in my thoughts.

I'm sorry I took up many pages in you to explain the amazing people I have met, but to be honest I don't regret it at all. They all deserve a place in here and if using your pages means that then so be it. That's all for now, goodbye!

P.S.

I have really got to give you a name, this would be so much easier if I could. Oh and Louis just texted me, I'm smiling so hard right now journal, I wish you could see it. Goodbye again!

Love,

Harry