A GIRL IN MY DREAMS

CHAPTER - 5

Studying was the only option left for me. I didn't like it but I had to do it. I only had one month left in my hand. I had to crack JEE , CET too plus there were BOARDS too. I decided if I had to achieve my dreams and fulfill my destiny, this was the only option. So I made a strict study plan. I started bunking my college to study at home, earlier there was a different reason. The teachers said to attend all lectures at the last month of college as they gave ' last minute preparation tips' . I didn't believe in that shit. My' to-do list ' for everyday was being completed. I used to talk with Rose as she was my neighbour, also I used to get refreshed.

I had switched off my phone, and kept it away from myself. I did everything what I could do. I made huge sacrifices to achieve that only one goal that I want to get in a good college, so that I'll get a good job.

ONE MONTH LATER

I had almost prepared everything I could. I had made a testing system for me, also a timetable which I would strictly follow. I took out my phone, and switched on my net!! My phone got hanged !! and I was like , What the fuck is going on ?? 50,000+ notiications, from WhatsApp, Hike, FB, etc. Anyways, I checked again, I didn't receive any notification or message from Ananya. I was shocked. I was more shocked that despite exams were coming, Ananya and her boyfriend were dating and uploading their pics on fb. My mood was spolied.

Anyways, I didn't gave shit about her. But yeah, still I had feelings for her. It was a Saturday evening, I called Rose and decided a rendezevous at our society's block. I was angry, tensed, jealous etc.

We met.

' Yash, hi ...what happened ?? Is there something wrong ?? ', she asked.

' Just come with me, I wanna show you a place '. I said and took out my YAMAHA scooter which my father had recently bought for me and we went.

We went on a fort. It was a lonely place and at the outskirts of our town. Very few people knew about it. It was a lush green ground, which had mud covered rocks. It was a steep road. We went on the highest point. There were stoned edges or say bankings. We sat on one of them. We could see all of our town in only one glimpse. It started raining.

' Yash, it's raining again!! ', she said and smiled.

' Yeah, come on lets get under that tree ', I said and took her hand and pulled her inwards.

We were leaning on that big mango tree.

' Tell me now, Yash why did you brought me here ?? ',  she asked.

' Well there wasn't a particular reason, I just wanted to show you this place. I used to come here cycling when I used to feel alone '.

' So are you feeling now ?? ',  she asked.

' I just want to end this lonely feeling here, and that's why I'm here ', I said looking towards sky.

' Okay lets end this!! ', she said and pulled, and we kissed again. It was like second time we did that.

I stopped it again, and said,' We shouldn't be doing this, Rose '. But she continued again. This time I pushed her on the tree and kissed. We did it for like sometime, and then she backed off!! It was the first time that I started having feelings for Rose. The rain stopped.

' Rose, I wanted to tell you something very important ', I said and pulled her hand. I took her to a nearby small freshwater pond.

' Yeah, say Yash!! '.

' This!!!!! ', I said and splashed water on her face. She too did the same. Well it was getting dark. Before going home we stopped at Pizza Hut. It was just great eating thin crust pizza, after getting wet and cold. I had started sneezing.

We reached at our society.

' Bye ', she said. Well there was a different bye at this time from her.

I reached home, revised Inorganic chemistry, as I had to do it everyday and made a poem. I didn't know for whom it was,  Ananya or Rose!! Anyways it went this way...

It was like a dream

when I saw you first

like the accelerated particles of my blood stream

in which my heart got submerged

She was in our class

I used to get cheerful when she used to pass..

I used to see her everyday

and was waiting for the moment to say ' Hey '

Her eyes were like pearls

and there was something different about this girl

It was the first time I had feeling like this

A  feeling, a thought full of bliss

I didn't know was it love or affection

But I did know, there was some kind of connection

Our talks increased

having frustrations released

So I decided to write a letter

in which I could express myself better

But next day she didn't came

The letter in my mind became a photo-frame

Many weeks passed, years passed

But no sign came of her

I guess,

She was a girl in my dreams..

She was a girl in my dreams...!!

#GREAT POET