The Crash- Dan x Reader

Chapter 31

*Odessa POV*

The bag was small but appeared as full as it could be. I looked up from the bag to try and identify them. The room was dark, I couldn't see their face. All I could see was the glisten in the their brown eyes. Those compassion filled eyes, they same eyes that I had only first seen a few months ago but felt so close to them like family.

Those eyes belonged to Dan.

'Dan?" I asked. He took a step forward into the faint light that the small lamp was giving off on the end of the sofa. I saw dried up tear tracks on his cheeks. I wanted to cry too, Dan was like a big brother to me. I jumped over the back of the sofa running into his arms. He started sniffling I could hear him holding back tears.

"Odessa, I'm sorry but I have to go." He mumbled.

"No, no, no you can't go why are you going?" I stuttered I was freaking out.

"I need to keep all of you safe, I'm a bad luck charm to you all." He huffed and let go. He tried to push past me but I stopped him to say,

"Dan don't you see? Without you I would still be trapped in that awful place." I tried to convince him to stay but it was no use.

"I need to go now. Good bye Odessa. Take care of everyone for me." He pushed passed me and out the door. After he shut the door I pressed my back up against it and slowly slumped down. I cried for a few minutes, just feeling the hot tears burning their way down my face.

I got up about an hour later and walked back over to the sofa, and I just kinda of... sat there. Not a single thought passing through my brain. I was just empty inside.

*Your POV*

After a while of crying and pouring out my emotions I stood up to turn off the camera. I knew I wouldn't be able to handle editing it and watching myself on the screen have a mental break down. But it would get my point across to the viewers.

I walked over to my computer still bearing my messy makeup. Turning it on, the familiar sound of when Dan and I uploaded the "Not Worth Watching" video where we had told everyone about us being in a relationship. I held back the tears and tried to keep myself together and collected.

I logged into my YouTube account and clicked the upload button, loaded in my video and watched as it processed it.

I sat there, watching the screen. As the progress bar slowly filled I started to name the video and write a description.

Name: Goodbye Internet

Description: This is it. Every youtuber has their last video, and this is mine. I just want to say why I am leaving and what has happened in the past few days. Goodbye YouTube.

As I finished typing it out, the video just finsihed processing. I clicked upload. I didn't bother sharing on twitter, instagram or anything else.

I clicked upload. The video started playing and it was like in my mind was a minefield.

I was trying to cross to the other side, but the bombs were the memories that I didn't want to think of right now. They would trigger the explosion in my mind and just lose control.

I quickly paused the video. I scrolled down into the comments and refreshed the page. I began to read a few of them.

(Author is now too lazy to create usernames for the comments or do research to look at you children's user.)

"Anyone else feel bad now?"

"Got exactly what they deserve."

"I'm so sorry (Y/N) and Dan."

"Don't forget I'm always here (Y/N)."

"UGH ATTENTION WHORE MUCH?!"

Wait... go back. "Don't forget I'm always here (Y/N)." Was it really him.

I clicked the profile picture to find it was Dan. He had a new video uploaded as well... I clicked on it, the video started to load. Once it started his face popped up on the screen. I wanted to jump through it and hug him so tight.

The video continued and I listened to him start to talk.

"Hello Internet." He rubbed the back of his neck and looked down at his lap. "As you know this is neither my house nor (Y/N)'s house. That's because as you already know my flat burned down so Phil and I were staying with (Y/N) and her flatmate. Well, I came to my senses from your guys comments. It was my fault that (Y/N) was kidnapped and beaten. I had to leave I was hers and everyone's bad luck charm."

For what felt like the millionth time this week some more tears were forming in the corners of my eye.

"And I will not continue to make videos. Goodbye guys." He does a little wave and I see his eyes become glossy just as the video ends. I quickly press the power button on the monitor and then just lay on my bed.

I wanted to find Dan so bad.

I wanted to pull him into my arms and tell him it was all going to be okay.

I wanted to, but I just couldn't...

A/N so sorry for the shorter chapter guys! wanted to give you guys something to cry about so here you go!!!

So if you don't know already the reason I started writing was because of Hanisnotonfire07 yeah I know that is pretty much why everyone starts, but her story is my goals. But anyways she said that if people put a certain tag on their story she might read it so fingers crossed.

Thanks for reading,

Lyssy xo