Embracing Words // Poems

i'm impatient. /x/

Waiting for days, weeks, months, wait no, years to find happiness once again. To find life once again, to find joy once again.

But I've been crying for all this time, pleading for it to somehow find it's way back to me in this mess of a maze called life.

And I've been dying for all this time, searching for it, and once I've found it, I try to capture it, but it just runs away.

Adding to this mess, I've lost hope. I've stopped trying anymore. I've lost everything that I had, I've lost everyone I had.

To top it off, I have a bad quality for this situation. One that makes me want to end it all, one that almost made me end it all. 

i'm impatient. /x/