Im so upset
So my minecraft account got deleted which ya I know it's a stupid block game but when I'm stressed I build shit and it calms me down okay leave me alone
Anyways I used to be on a smp server with some Twitter mutuals that all still stan the cube but they were still some pretty cool cats
But, my minecraft started acting buggy bc I updated to 1.10 while the server was still on 1.9 and even still whenever I tried to play my minecraft would shut down after like a minute of playing
But so after several months of my minecraft being shut away in the deep depths of my files, I decided to go check on my gr9 house inspired from a Destiel fan fic I love but also hasn't been updated since literally my birthday (March 31st) and I had like 5 horses all named after angels in supernatural and a bakery which was sorta popular but fuck my house was fucking amazing it was so great I worked so hard and it was unfinished
But ya so I find out my account was deleted by some douche bag haxx0r so I asked my mom for a new acc but yadda yadda we're broke and scraping pennies (I joke but anxiety keeps me up at night !)
(I also realize my joke sounds super insensitive I love my mom pls)
But so I started talking to ma friend Jordanne about my house and all that bc she was living with me and she's a builder, she was gonna build the roof of the house and help me with out barn and ish.
But as it turns out, some fucking genius on the serv (that was harsh sry ily) decided "LETS HAVE A FUCKING PURGE AND BLOW E V E R Y T H I N G UP"
like no wait what about MY HORSES
CASTIEL!
SAMANDRIEL!
LUCIFER!
GADREEL!
GABRIEL!
NOOO
But so even if I had mc
My house
My horses
My fucking pumpkin patch
MY MEMORIAL GRAVE FOR MY FIRST AND BELOVED HORSE AYAH (ayah made me name the horse after her) THAT I LOST IN THE SKELETON WAR (no literally we were ambushed)
Ahh
