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So I am going into my Junior year of highschool (Leah what are you still doing on this site? idk)
So at my school we have these shit head seventh&eighth graders (no offense to any eighth grade friends but your majority is so fucking annoying I nearly fought two last year)
I'm only slightly kidding
But so instead of the 3000 we had in my freshman year, we have like 5000 so I want to die
But they, plus the freshmen, have to start the 25th while I start the 26th so ha
Now here's where Leah rants about how sad my life is hhhh
I haven't had a good night's sleep in like two weeks? idk
It's not my fault
Yes it is
(mcr is playing and I keep getting distracted sorry)
(it's the ghost of you)
(its my fave)
(right next to mama)
(anyways)
But I told my parents "no matter what I do, keep myself up all day, deliberately go to sleep early, no matter what, I can't sleep except for a few hours during the day. I think you should get me sleeping pills"
My mom says she doesn't want me relying on sleeping pills for my sleep
MOM
I CANNOT PHYSICALLY SLEEP EXCEPT FOR A FEW HOURS DURING THE DAY
M O M
My dad says that it'll just come to me if I relax enough
I'm going to cry sTOP
Last year, when all I said to my doctor was that I sometimes had trouble getting to sleep, but always did fall asleep, he prescribed me sleeping pills and they didn't say a word against it
ahHhHH
School starts the 26th for me and my sleeping schedule is all kinds of fucked up
H e l p
