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Let it go ( Jared Padalecki)

WARNINGS- Infidelity, kinda messed up, little sad, no smut (sorry) but Enjoyy!💋

You met Jared a year or so ago and you instantly took a liking to him. Flash forward to now you two were together, well not together exactly.....there was a tiny problem. Okay, a big problem. Jared was married. Jared had two little boys. He loved you, or at least he convinced himself he did. You were never sure, and frankly you loved him. You loved a married man and now brick by brick you were tearing apart a family, it killed you.

Your POV

I get out of my car and walk up to the glass sliding door. " Hey!" Jared greats kissing you softly on the lips as I wrap my arms around his torso. " Hey, so what's the plan?" I ask resting my head on his chest, looking up at him.

" Well I made your favourite, then we are going to cuddle and watch ( Y/Fav/Movie)." I smile and look at the food on the table, then at the giant who was looking at you. " Thank you Jarebear." I wrap my arms around him and nuzzle my head into his chest, he just chuckles. " Anything for you, ( Y/N/N)." You stand there for a minute and he pulls away which leaves me missing his touch. " Come on, it's gonna get cold." I nod as he and I sit down. Dinner is filled with jokes and long endearing conversations.

" So you pied him in the face?" I say trying not to talk with a mouthful. " Yeah, you should have seen his face." He laughs and it's so infatuating. " I bet." I grab my plate sticking it in the sink. I clean up the food that was left over a put it in the fridge after washing my plate. " You know you don't have to clean, you are the guest." Jared comes from behind, slipping his arms around my waist.

I turn in his arms, it felt as if the world stopped. As if nothing matter, like we were the only people in the world. I could die right now and die happy.

" How about you and I head to the bedroom and snuggle up? Hmm?" I nod and pull away. But Jared has other plans as he throws me over his shoulder and I can't help  but giggle the whole way. He puts me on the bed and I take my shoes off. He puts in (Fav/movie) and we cuddle up together.

I think back to when we first met. It had been February and I happened to be on set that day for a tour.

In reality I worked over on IZombie as a recurring supporting actress and Rose dragged me down here.  " Hey Rose I'm going to find the bathroom." She smiles and nods. " Hurry back (Y/n)! I have yet to introduce you." She laughs and I smile walking away. I searched for a good five minutes. " Jeez am I lost." I mumble and turn around only to run into a wall. Or at least what I thought was a wall. " Woah hey! You okay?" I look up from the ground to see a very tall building- I mean man, who had his hand extended and wasn't too bad on the eyes. " Um- yeah I-um sorry." I say standing up. " No problem, my name is Jared by the way." He flashes a smile.

From then on I fell for him. Of course I didn't mean to, it started as coffee and then drinks. One dinner and a kiss. We swore it'd never happen again, but of course, it did. And much more.

I look up at Jared whose eyes were on the screen. The guy I fell for just because he smiled at me. Pretty petty, huh? But here we are, snuggled together under the blanket. My breathing gets heavier and I drift off listening to his heartbeat. In a way it was serene.

Jared 's POV

I smile down at the girl who had now fallen asleep on my chest. She was more different than girl I had ever met. I can't help but grin as the memory of our first official 'date'.

I was petrified that Gen was going to find out and the fact that I was going to make a fool of myself. I hesitantly go to knock on the door but before my hand meets the wood, the door flies open. There stands ( y/n), unlike most girls who would dress up , slutty I might add, she was in skinny jeans, a sweatshirt and sneakers with her hair thrown in a bun. She looked drop dead gorgeous and she didn't even have to try. " Hiya Jarebear!" I chuckle at the nickname. " Hey (y/n/n), so where are we off to?" She closes the door behind her and instead of letting me take her somewhere, she dragged me off to some diner that Sam and Dean would go to. When we got there instead of a typical salad she practically shoved her face with a burger and I laughed , she looked at me like I was crazy.

The night had ended with her dropping me off a few blocks from my house and making the first move. She was definitely something. I cared for her, but I still had Gen and the boys. I love Gen, I really do but I love (y/n) too.  I hear the car in the driveway. Shit! I shake (y/n). " (Y/n) get up!" She groans and sits up. Oh flipping firetrucking fuck!

Your POV

I'm rudely awoken and before I can fully wake up, Jared is dragging me out from the bedroom towards the back door. " I'm sorry but you gotta go." My heart shatters. But in all honesty it had no right. He shoves my shoes in my hand and closes the door, without even a goodbye.

I move back towards the darkness, out of sight from the sliding glass door. He check everything to make sure no trace of me was left. I watch as he turns abruptly to have two boys tugging on his legs, with a beautiful wife who walks over and kisses him, he gladly kisses back.

The tears run down my face, my feet are cold. My heart: broken. Sad part is I don't know why. Why I do this to myself. How can I loose something that was never mine to begin with. I can't force some one to love me, and now I realise that. I have to let go. If you love something, let it go.