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Not again (Misha/Cas)

WARNINGS- Little smutty?, fluff, kinda messed up so sorry in advance, minor swearing . LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOOO MUCH! Thank you and I'm so sorry for not updating sooner just had/have major writers block💋

Imagine: When locked in a alternate universe by the one and only Gabriel. You and your brothers begin to see the harsh reality of things and the life you wish you could have..

Your POV

You look around and find yourself in some sort of set. " Sam! Dean! Cas?!" You shout around set and chuck appears. " I see somebody's hard at work." He chuckles. " What?" You ask baffled. " Oh come on, Emma. You should take a break you've been working way to hard for the past few weeks." I raise a brow towards him. " Emma? Dude listen I gotta find Sam an-" A voice interrupts me. " Rob you're needed on set." Chuck smiles towards me. " Sorry, Ems. Duty calls. Talk to ya later okay?" He jogs over to the person who had called him before.

Emma? Really? Not something cool like McQueen or something? I spent the next hour looking for someone anyone who would at least hear me out. Out of the corner of my eye I spot Sam and Dean, oh thank Chuck. " Yo, TeamWinchester wanna elaborate on what's happened?" Dean hugs me as I approach him. " Seems like that past has come back to haunt us." Sam chirps. " Mhm Padadecki." I smile and he gives the ultimate bitch face while Dean goes for a high five. " Nuh uh, you're just as bad mr. Jensen dackles? What kind of name is Jensen?!" He frown but it quickly turns into a smirk.

" Yes but it's nothing Compared to you Emma. Or should I call you mrs. Collins?" I furrow my brow. " Who the hell is mr. collins?" This time Sam is the one with a smirk. " Oh maybe it's mrs. Novak or should it just be Mrs. Castiel?" My eyes widen. No, no no no. I am not dating Cas, I mean I like him I really do but Married to him? " Stop screwing with me. It isn't funny." I pout.

" oh but it is. Speaking of which here comes your hubby now." I was about to say something when Cas ' voice fills my ears well, not exactly Cas', it's kinda more cheery maybe kinda Jimmy like. " Hey babe." And before I could say anything , his lips meet mine and my heart jumps. " You ready to go?" I look over to the boys and back at Cas' or Misha. " I- um- I"

" Actually Mish, Ems here was just running lines with us but we can drive her home if you want." Sam smiles at him. " Okay, are you sure." Cas looks at me and I just nod still speechless. He smiles kissing my cheek, " Okay I'll see you at home." I just nod again and he walks off. " You okay there (y/n)?" Dean asks. " Yeah I think-"

" Forgot something." Cas smiles and kisses me passionately. He pulls away not a second later and jogs off. " (y/n)?" Sam asks coming over to me. " Jiggly legs" I slip but Sam and Dean catch me. They both chuckle. " aw looks like dreams do come true." Dean chuckles sarcastically and I slap him in the gut. "owwww." I give him the death glare.

" How do we fix this?" I point my attention towards the second youngest Winchester, aka the middle child. "Well baby sis, we just gotta go with it." I groan. " Where is Cas when you need him." I mumble. " Apparently in your bed." I turn around and stare at Dean. " Oh that's it, you're gonna get it now." I jump on his back as he viscously tries to shake me off.  " Sam! HELP!" He shrieks but Sam sits chuckling. " Help!" He groans and finally Sam comes over and grabs me off of him. " Last time it was because of Gabriel. My guess is that it's him again." Dean mumbles rubbing his shoulder.

" Gabriel get your sugary sweet ass down here now!" I yell but to no avail. " It doesn't work that way we have to wait 24 hours and it should go back to normal. " Oh great." So what? I'm suppose to go home and sleep next to that angel?" I ask hopelessly. Sam and Dean smirk. "Yep".

So the ride back, to what I had assumed was home , was full of jokes, that is until they both realised they had to go back home to their own wives. Sam's wife is apparently Ruby so overall if we were measuring who got fucked over the most it'd have to be Sam but what can I say? I'm definitely a close second.

We pull up to the drive and I look at Sam and Dean who sit up fronts " I don't think I can do this." Sam and Dean looked at each other and then gazed at me. " Look (y/n), it's one night. Just think of it as a casual overnight. I mean he may look like Cas but we both know that, that... isn't cas." Sam gives a sincere glance. I nod and hesitantly open the door and lean through the window. " See you tomorrow?" I give a small smile to my brothers. They nod and grin, " See you tomorrow." Dean mumbles. I walk to the door where a porch light is the only source of brightness to see through the dark. I stop at the front door, looking back at my brothers who waited for me to go inside. Who waited to make sure I was safe. I open the door, which had been unlocked; an unfamiliar thing I hadn't recalled in a while.

And there sat an Angel- a man rather, who I was unfamiliar with. Instead of the usual suit& tie partnered with a trench coat, he was wearing a button up and a jacket. Really something I'd see Sam wear. He sat reading, something I'd never seen him do, so intently into the book he hadn't noticed i had come in.
I close the door behind myself and he looks up from the book and a smile erupts on his face. So quickly ...he jumps up  and practically runs over to hug me and kiss me.

" Well aren't you home late." He kids and all I can muster is a sad excuse of a response. " Yeah." He wraps his arms around me, hugging me from behind. " What's the matter dear?" He mumbles into my hair. I shiver under his touch both out of nervousness and of a weird fear I didn't realise I had until now. I remember the first time I had met Castiel.

*Flashback*
" Dean!!" I yell from the motel room wall. " What?!" He yells back. " Grab me a towel you asshat!" Sam chuckles outside the bathroom door and a arm pierces through the gap in the door I made. " Thanks!" I shout. " Sam's the one who used the last one!" Dean says. "Did not!" "Did too!" I shake my head as they shout and dry off. The shouting comes to a stop and I think nothing of it as I put on underwear. The door opens and closes and there's whispering. I put on my shirt and jeans listening closely at the door and decided to walk out. I open the door only to see Dean talking to a handsome man. I use my towel to dry my hair. " Who's this?" Sam looks up as Dean looks at his hands. I see the blade tip at the edge of his trench coat and run to grab my gun, pointing it at the mysterious angel. " Woah, woah, woah! (Y/n), this is Cas. A friend." My gun drops. I put my hand out. (Y/n) Winchester."
*END OF FLASHBACK*

I sit in his arms now and I can't help but smile. " nothing. " I turn to face him, his arms still around me. " Bed?" I nod and he turns his back facing me. I raise a brow. " Oh cmon we do this every night. Don't tell me you're too old for it now." He chuckles and I can't help but giggle. I jump on his back and he carries me up the steps into his- our bedroom. He throws me off his back. And starts to tickle me. " NO STOP IT!" I shriek. " Never!" He shouts and continues to tickles me and shout until he stops. He lingers over me as I breathe heavily. We stare and it's as if everything stops. The world, the drama, the death- it just stops.

My lips meet his and it feels like him. Like Cas and I've forgotten that it isn't. He slanted his mouth to capture mine again and kissed me slowly as his hand moved on me. I drew a breath and held it.

We didn't move. Locked in his gaze with the taste of myself mingled with him on my lips, I let out the breath I held. Slowly, slowly, and slowly, too, I drew in another. My chest rose with it. My body shifted. Cas pressed the heel of his hand on me.

That was all it took. Pleasure came over me. We were looking into each other's eyes , and neither one of us looked away.

The hours after... while he slept, I just watched as his chest rose and fell. I watched as the man/ angel I'd come to love , slept. I watched as the minutes passed and they turned into hours but I didn't care because I knew that I'd never have this moment again. I watched as the sun rose and my began to break as realisation dawned; I'd never have this.

So as the sun reached the sky fully, I rolled over and kissed his lips one last time. "I love you." I whisper and lay tangled with him under the sheets. " I love you too." He mumbled...that, that is how my heart shattered. Naked under the sheets , not with a man who would never remember this, but with an angel who I could never haves