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Don't let go Jack. ( Balthazar)

WARNINGS: Some swearing, Sad, Morbid, Sorry I haven't updated💋

I knew he was being patronizing but I was still glad that he showed up, that someone I trusted was within an arm's length of me. I didn't reach out for him, I just looked at my blood-painted hands and arms as he droned on about the risks of being a hunter. His words faded into the background as my own thoughts filled my mind. If only I had been a few minutes earlier, I could have prevented this. I could have stopped it, I could have done something. Anything to stop him from dying. And I did nothing.

48 Hours Ago

" (Y/n)! " He yelled. I ran down the corridors screaming bloody murder. I bump straight into a wall- nope just a person. He smiles down at me. " I've gotten you." He starts tickling me. " Balth stoppp!" I giggle.  " Balth seriously." I laugh as he presses harder with his fingertips. I realise what will get him to stop. " If you don't stop I'm going to pee." He jumps back and I giggle, grinning at him.

" Aww you liar." He chuckles, then charging at me. Scooping me up in his arms he throws me over his shoulder. " Put me down." I laugh as he swings me around. I pound on his back but to no avail. " Balth please." I giggle. He lowers me down slowly. His hands still on my waist as my feet touch the floor. Meer inches, my eyes wander to his lips and his to mine. I can practically taste the Dom Perignon from this morning, that still lingered on him. I wanted so badly for our lips to touch, to taste the fancy wine and stale cigars, to be with him. But he teased and we stood and lingered for what seemed like forever.

" Hey (y/n). We got a case." Sam's voice snaps me out of it and I straighten myself out as he approaches the room. " Looks like demon doing. Run of the mill but me and Dean are heading out to Rockville for a lead on lucifer. You good to handle this?" I nod . " Yeah like you said run of the mill." He nods and ruffles my hair. He grabs his keys and bag with dean in tow, and heads out to Baby. I turn to Balth.
" So care to join me?" He shakes his head smiling. "Nope."

"Aww cmon you're no fun." He plops himself on the couch. " No I'm going to sit here on this very comfortable couch and drink some very expensive wine and wait for my very beautiful girlfriend to come home." I shake my head grabbing my keys. " Well til then, Don't let go Jack." He glares at me. " Not again with that retched movie." I giggle and lean down kissing him on his temple. " Be careful!" He calls as I get outside. " When am I not?" I could practically see the look on his face.

After 13 of my 18 hours left of the day were used up I'd finally pinned the damn things. It's been a day or so since I'd seen or talked to Balthazar. My phone got broken trying to chase one of the bastards and I'm just so ready to go home. I just wanna be over with the case and back in my warm bed with his arm slung over me, as Sam and Dean are sitting in the living room arguing over weather batman or superman is the superior superhero; it's batman.

I walk up to the den, it just one little group of a-hole demons. What could go wrong? I mean it's not like all of hell at once. Maybe the leader will be a pain but a group of least ranking demons? Piece of pie.

I lied. That sucked so much. The original five was Actual 20, loaded with a full arsenal. Just- just great. When I got to the leader, the remaining live ones- fled from the building.

" Hey sweetheart." He grins. I smile at him and kick kick out his leg, grabbing his by his shirt as he sits now on his knees. " The only thing sweet about me, I'll give you the choice to make your death quick." He sneers at me and I smack him. " What are you up to? And before you act like a douche I'm telling you now, next time it's a foot in the balls." He grimaces.

"Luci's out to play and his main priority is you. So don't be surprised to see everything thing you love die." With every word he speaks anger grows inside me and I smite him as he smirks at me. Fucking asshole demon. Did I mention how much I hate demons? They're so flipping annoying. Like obviously you're not gonna make it past hell's first base so just calm yourself.

On the way home I couldn't get what the demon said off my mind. Main priority? Doesn't Satan have other things to do than bother me? I knew that the demon was probably just messing with my head but I couldn't shake the feeling of something being deeply wrong.

The drive back home consisted of music blasting and thoughts racing. If he really is back, why me? What in the hell did I do to him? NOTHING. Legit nothing haven't even met the dude like it's time to stop. Lucifer was taunting me just with the thought of him taunting me. I arrive at the house to find Dean outside and Sam sitting in the Impala. I smile when I reach Dean, "Hey what's up?" He grimaces and my smile drops. Somethings wrong. " Where's Balth?" He Just shakes his head. " Dean move out of the way." I say trying to sneak past him to open the door. He won't budge. "Dean! Come on this isn't funny! Let me in." I try again, he's silent and won't move. The Sam's voice breaks my thoughts.

"Dean, we have to. Let her in." I'm so confused. What's happening? He moves. I open the door and all looks the same. The dining room/ study that can be seen from the top of the steps, had been the same and all looked normal. Except the stench. It smelt like someone left a body sit in the heat for days. Like it had just sat there. My heart grows heavy. " Guys what's going on?" I question, scared to venture any further. " It's best if you see for yourself." Dean hushed. I make my way down the steps and I see it. Past the door way into the living room there blood. Yet so far no source could be seen.

" Guys this isn't funny! BALTH!" I yell. " Balth come on out, I know you had something to do with this!" But no answer. I look back towards the boys for reassurance, Sam couldn't bring himself to look at me- Dean on the other hand had a hard stare. Water hit my cheeks and I notice that I'm crying. I don't know why. My brain urges me to move forward but feet stay stuck to the same place. Finally Dean gives me a push and I slowly make it to the source. I clasps in the blood and I can hear screams. At the time I didn't realize that they were my own. He lays there beaten and mutilated. A note stuck to his chest reads ' Ready to play?"