One Shot Book (Danti/Septiplier)

Forever In Our Hearts

~ Septiplier One Shot ~

483 Words

* Trigger Warning *

"Hello." I waited a moment, as if he'd respond. "I guess your not much of a talker, I can understand that. Don't worry, I have lots to say anyways." I cleared my throat softly.

"I never really knew you. I wish I had but I understand why you left us. It took me a while before I understood, and I guess I still don't completely know why you did what you did. It was selfish, but I don't blame you. You were hurting, you thought you had no other choices. I know.

When we first said our goodbyes to you, I didn't know why you had to leave. Where were you going? Why? I know you didn't want to hurt us the way you did. I know.

You hurt him, but you didn't want to. He cried for what seemed like an eternity, he blamed himself. It's not like he believed you when you said it wasn't his fault. Did you really think he would? You didn't really think. I know.

I really did try to cheer him up, he wouldn't listen to me. You meant the world to him. I can't blame you for all of this, though. I blame myself even though I know you wouldn't want me to. I know.

I blame myself for his sadness. I wasn't even there to help him after all this happened, after you left, I was too young. I couldn't help. I can't help. I know.

I never stopped trying though. I put myself down and tried picking him back up, and here we are. He's still here, he still loves you. I still love you. You love us. I know.

I'm going to keep visiting you. Even if you don't want me to cry, I will. You hurt us, you broke us. We never stopped loving you though. We never will. I know." 

"Sam, we should head back now, Tim is getting tired and so am I. Say goodbye sweetie we will come back soon." My daddy called from the car, holding my sleeping little brother.

"One sec daddy!" I yelled back.

"I don't know if you can hear me, but I miss you. I wish you could've met Tim. He'd love you, you're both so goofy, that's what daddy says. I know it's true. I know

I guess I should bid you farewell though. I wish I could stay here with you. I wish I could hear your voice again, it was so silly." I laughed slightly through my tears.

"I'll be back. You'll still be here. You're always here. You've been here the whole time. I know you have. Goodbye, dad." I placed a bouquet of daisies in front of a stone slab that read:

Here Lays Sean William McLoughlin, Father And Loving Husband, Rest In Piece, You Will Forever Be In Our Hearts.