One Shot Book (Danti/Septiplier)

Excuses, Excuses

~ Septiplier One Shot ~

381 Words

*Trigger Warning: Depressing Thoughts/Actions*

One New Message; Slide To Unlock

Mark: hey

Mark: I guess I really fucked things up

Mark: I just, I really miss you

Mark: I miss staying up late, watching the stars, and talking about stupid shit

Mark: I miss our conversations

Mark: I miss hearing your jokes

Mark: I miss your laugh

Mark: I miss your beautiful blue eyes

Mark: I miss what we used to be

Mark: I hate myself for what I did to you

Mark: I don't deserve to be forgiven, but I'm sorry

Mark: I shouldn't expect you to text back, but I hope you're at least reading these

Mark: it's been too long, Jack

Mark: I need to see you again

Mark: I need to hold you again

Mark: I need to hear your voice again

Mark: i don't deserve to see you though, I hurt you

Mark: I was drunk and i did something stupid

Mark: I'm so sorry

Mark: I shouldn't have drank so much

Mark: I shouldn't have slept with him

Mark: you know I love you

Mark: I never loved Aaron

Mark: never

Mark: you've always had my heart Jack

Mark: I was drunk

Mark: it meant nothing

Mark: I know what you're thinking, I'm full of excuses

Mark: I am, all I do is make more excuses

Mark: I don't deserve your forgiveness, I never do

Mark: I never deserved to have you, you deserved more than me

Mark: I know I caused you to do things you shouldn't

Mark: I knew you were very depressed at the time and look at what I've done to you

Mark: your family is worried about you, I am too

Mark: i just wish I could see you, we could get through this

Mark: I could help you, and you could help me

Mark: I just want to be in the same room as you again

Mark: i just want to listen to you talk again

Mark: I want to lay under the stars and talk about life

Mark: I know how much you love the night sky

Mark: I love how fascinated you are with the universe

Mark: you're so adorable

Mark: I love you so much, Jack

Mark: I miss you