Desired Love

That's It!

Ana P.O.V.

I really could go for some pizza. Or how about Chinese? Well I've been working my ass off with my body so I'm gonna go with sausage pizza and carrot cake with a diet Pepsi of course. As I reached for my phone, I heard a loud pounding on my door. Who the hell is that at this time of night? I got up and went towards the door and opened it to look at the last person on earth I wanted to see.

"You have any idea what time it is!"

"It's only eight thirty! What could you possibly be doing that's so important you would get angry about?"

"None of your business. Why are you here Manford Leonardo?"

"I told you never to say my government name! But I came here to talk to you. Can you spear me just five minutes of your time?"

This is a really bad idea. I've been purposely avoiding him ever since that night in his car outside of the bowling alley a few months ago. I still cannot believe he told me he loves me. The feelings that have been brought up still are fresh and I couldn't stop thinking about him. His temper, his charm, his rough side and soft side, his love for juice, even though it drives me crazy, and his faithful love he had for me. It was all too fresh and I just could not risk getting hurt again especially if he's here to tell me he didn't mean what he said.

I've always been a sweet girl until he made me arrogant and rude. But it always felt good to show off my mean side and he wouldn't judge me or tell me I'm a bitch. He would just let his anger out and then we end up having hot, angry sex. Still, I just can't go through the pain. Even the day we met still comes to mind. It was only three years ago when Leah and I went to this cookout and pool party at this guy's, Kevin, house.

"Leah I don't know why we can't just have a sleepover at your house and order Chinese food."

"Why have Chinese when you can have free food at a pool party? Enjoy the fun girl you're always so uptight and never want to go anywhere. Plus that outfit I picked for you needs to be shown."

I looked down at my yellow short skirt with a white off-the-should top that showed a little of my stomach along with my white heels and thought I looked ridiculous. Who wears heels to a cookout? "I look ridiculous and the only excitement there'll be is guys staring at my ass which doesn't excite me."

"Oh loosen up it'll be fun. Oh look! There's Tay come on I'll introduce you."

I followed Leah toward the other side of the pool and saw two guys in lawn chairs talking and looking down at the pool. The guy she introduced me as Tay was cute but I could tell from looking at him he's a womanizer. The other guy however was gorgeous. He had a mocha skin complexion, brown hair cut in a fade with an open blue shirt that showed off his abs and white shorts with Jordan sandals on. Although I couldn't see his eyes because he had sunglasses on.

"Tay this is my best friend Ana. Ana this is Tay and his friend Dipshit."

"It's Mannie smart ass!" He looked at me and smiled. I swear I could feel his eyes observing my body. "Nice to meet you gorgeous. This your first party?"

I stammered. "Uh no. Why'd you ask?"

"Because you're wearing heels to a pool party."

I widened my eyes feeling humiliated and glared at Leah. "I told you I shouldn't wore heels!"

"Oh lighten up. It totally completes the outfit and makes your legs look hot!"

"Got that right." I heard Mannie say staring down at my legs with his head lowered and suddenly I felt hot.