"I'm scared," she says.
"I'm scared that one day you will not love me anymore.
That one day you will see through my flaws–actually
see through them
and decide that you do not like it
after all, and that me laughing too loudly and
sometimes fumbling for words
will start to become something you will not find appealing anymore."
"But that's not just it,
I'm scared,
so very scared that one day you'll leave,
just like everyone else did,
when they finally realized how much of a mess I really was and
decided that they could not in fact, handle me at all."
