No scrub

Get over it

It's been almost a month since I broke up with Lucas. And nothing has gotten better. But I got over it. It dose t bother me anymore. But once it came to people leveling mean heat comments on his videos about my relationship that came to far. He wasn't even apart of this. So I made a video and posted it to his channel.

{ hello everyone. Nope it not Nat its me. And now I'm mad. Ok don't bring up my little brother and telling him he needs to die for my choice like I said about a month ago. You don't know the hole story and why I did I it. So if you can kindly fuck off about me and leave Nat out of it. You guys crossed a big line. But I guess I'll tell you guys about the hole thing.

So when I was in high school it was my third year and I've meet this guy. His name was cole. He was so sweet and the biggest need ever. But I though it was live but it wasn't. I was so in love but it all ended.

I started to tear up.

And I was hanging. With my best friend Chianne and we were walking around and I saw Cole kissing another girl. So that's why I never trusted anyone and that's why. He was doing it out whole relationship. And the night I broke up with Lucas a fan who was a girl kisses him and it was right in front of me and he siding do anything so once we got back to the faze house we got on a argument and he told me that his fans came first so I broke up with him. Now you guys know the whole thing. So if you girls or guys know what it feels like to be cheated on and you don't trust anyone else and see one thing that makes you think that there like that you know how I feel. I'm a idiot. I still love Lucas with all my heart but it just hurt that he didn't do anything to stop her. This is the end of the video so here you guys go the whole story.

I uploaded the video and then put a link on my Twitter and Instagram and then I cleaned up my face and decided I was going out and I was going to look hot and I'm going to get my tattoo. I went to take my shower and got ready.

I grabbed my keys and purse and left for the tattoo shop. I'm so excited. I got a text from someone and it was from Lucas.

"Hey I'm in Cali for a week I was wondering if you wanted to hang"
"Yeah are you here know"
"Yeah"
"Meet me at this place"

I have him the address for the tattoo shop and waited for him there. I was looking through different pictures on the wall while the artist was drawing mine. I heard the bell ring and turned around to see Lucas. It's been a month and he still makes my heart beat faster. I walked over to me and gave me a hug.

"How are you"
"I could be doing better"
"Can't we all"
"Yeah"
"So your finally getting you tattoo"
"Yep. I'm excited for it"
"I didn't know"
"We'll know you do"
"Why didn't you tell me"
"I thought you were different"
"I need to know so I won't make mistakes. Cause some people are ok with that."
"I'm sorry for being a bitch"
"You weren't. I still love you to"
"You do"
"Yeah. Um I still got your ring"
"Well if you want me to can I have it back"
"Only if you'll be mine again"
"Always"

He placed the ring ball on my hand and I leaned up and kissed him. I've missed this. The artist was done drawing my tattoo so I made my way to my chair and laid in my side and the art began.

~time skip~

I looked in the mirror and saw that my tattoo was perfect. It looked like it was going up my side how I wanted it.

"Do you like it Lucas"
"I love it"

I thanked and paid the lady and asked if she could take a picture of me and Lucas and my tattoo. After the photo I posted it on Twitter and Instagram saying

~ I got the tattoo of my dreams with the man of my dreams glad to have you back in my life ~

We went out to get some ice cream and then walked the board walk. It was relaxing. I can't just help but think that I over reacted that night. Most of the fans will say this was planned but all out honestly it wasn't. I couldn't ask for a bigger wish to come true was for Lucas to come back. But he's here and nothing will stand in my way. Through all the fan meets and conventions I'll be there holding his hand. But I guess it's just my self esteem issues. I felt something warm enter my hand and I look to see Lucas's hand in mine.

"Lucas do you mind if I call you sloth boy"
"Eh I think I can get used to it"
"What about Lukey"
"No"
"Yeah terrible"
"What about sweetie"
"That's cute. Can I call you hotness"
"Do you want to kiss your balls"
"No. What about babe"
"You already do"
"What about twerp"
"Eh"
"How about Clem. Cause I know how much you love clementine from the walking dead video game"
"I love it. So know i need a good one for you"

As we walked I swung our hands back and fourth thinking of a nickname for him.

"Sid"
"What"
"Sid the sloth"
"Ok"

He laughs and I start. We made our way back to our cars.

" love you handsome"
"Love you to beautiful"

He leaned down and kissed me. Ugh my life is happy again.

( hello everyone it's twerp. I hope you enjoy this chapter and I love all of you. Since this book is getting like I say big. Can we please do a q&a. Y'all just give me questions and I'll answer them if I don't get enough I'll dm you the answers but if I get more than 15 and it can be from the same person I'll post it. Ok my baby cinnamon buns I'm out)