( . I hope you enjoy. If you want to play Panic! The End Of All Things."
Lucas's p.o.v
Today will mark a year since I've been married to love of my life. I still don't know how I have her. I still can't believe that I'm a dad. This life I have feels like a dream. All of this is an amazing dream and at any moment I'll wake up and everything will be gone. None of this happened. That's my biggest fear I have. God I remember the first time I saw her and how I thought that she wouldn't go out with me. It's just like yesterday all of this started. But I know it's been years. I love her so much. No matter what we've been through we've got through it together. From the time I cheated to where we lost our first child to the other time I cheated and were she tried to kill herself. We've lasted. I don't honestly deserve any of this. But I have it all. I smiled looking into Clementines room seeing Nichole holding our beautiful daughter and reading her a book. This is the best I could ever have. I watched as Nichole got up and walk out the door.
"She's asking for you"
"Ok I'll be in bed soon."
I leaned down and kissed her forehead.
"You missed"
I looked at her smiling face and smiled back at her and placed my arms around her waist and lifted her up pressing a kiss to her lips and placing her down.
"You better get going before she gets sassy."
"I'll see you soon"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
I opened Clem's door to see her almost asleep but once she saw me her eyes lit up.
"Daddy"
"Hey princess"
I made my way into her room and climbed in bed with her even though her bed is way too small for me I'll do anything for her. I looked at the book sitting beside her bed and picked it up turning to the page Nichole left off on.
"No"
"But princess"
"No"
"Then what do you want"
"Tell me how you and mommy meet"
I was absolutely shocked. Nichole has been teaching her words and sentences but I didn't think she could form a string sentence like that.
"Ok. I'll tell you how me and mommy meet."
I waited for her to get comfy before I started the story.
"Mommy and I met at a gaming convention that she brought your uncle Nat to. I was looking around when my eyes landed on her. She was the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. She was breath taking. I looked over at your uncle Nordan and said she was so beautiful and that's when he walked over to her and told her. I was so embarrassed and tried to hide. But then she said "in not into no Scrub". And walked away. I was so heart broken that I didn't know what to do. But then she came back with your uncle Nat and I asked her out on a date. But she didn't give me an answer until she was about to leave and she said yes. I was so happy I could t contain myself. I've never been able to act this way around anyone do confident in my life. So our date came along and it went well. So later down the road me and your mommy we're going to have a baby. But it wasn't you. But during that time daddy did some terrible things and your mommy lost the baby and daddy was still doing those terrible things. So mommy left daddy for a while and then the girl daddy was with made you mommy feel terrible and she did a bad thing but it was mostly all daddy's fault this happened. So then mommy going with your uncle Banks. And daddy felt terrible. But then mommy found out she pregnant and this little baby was you. I stepped up and became the best daddy I could ever be for you and for mommy. I even bought a house and decorated your whole room. Mommy still didn't forgive me until I told her about everything and then I proposed to her. And she said yes. Then you came along and I couldn't have been more happier in my life. I thought I couldn't love anyone as much as I loved your mother. But then I saw you. And it felt like my world had just gotten a little bigger. And then me and your mommy got married and here we are me telling you this story and little Thor cuddled up to you."
"I love you princess sleep tight"
"I love you too daddy"
I carefully got up and made my way out the door just to see Nichole standing there smiling with some tears in her eyes.
"I don't remember it happening like that but I love it that way."
I pulled her into a tight hug and preceded my nose into her hair holding her as tight as I could.
"I love you so much I'm not going to let anything happen to you."
"I love you too Lucas. More than words can ever describe"
We stayed like this for what felt like forever until we finally broke apart.
"Out of all the guys that hurt me no one has ever hurt me more and made me fall even harder for them at the same time. I hate you for it because you make me feel weak but I love you for it because you pull me together."
I looked at her a smiled even though it was the deepest thing she has ever said to me I could help but let a few tears fall. This is better than any 3 am conversational we have ever had.
"Even though all your friends wanted me gone and you to move on. You refused because you knew I could change and I could be the person you needed to make your life complete. I'm so glade that you stuck by my side and put up with all my shit. I'm ready to spend forever with you."
She was crying just as much as I was. Even though she looked broken she was the strongest women I've ever meet. She was beautiful even with tears streaming down her face. I pulled her into another hug. I picked her up and she wrapped her legs around my waist and out her head in the crook of my neck. I carried her to the bedroom and placed her on the bed. Pulling back the covers and getting in behind her and holding her close. This is what I love. This girl laying right her is my other half. I don't want anyone but her. I don't see why she hasn't left me. There is way better guys out there for her. Ones that can give her more. But she stood buy side. It's true when I told her I'm ready to spend forever with her. She's going to be my forever.
My forever. And I'm her Scrub.
No Scrub
( hello my beautiful beautiful people. I miss you guys so much but thank you for dealing with my hiatus. Even though it sucked. But here we are. The end of my book. I've cried over this. We have had a good time together. I'm glade you guys have enjoyed and I hope you guys will keep reading what I have next to write even though I have no clue what that will be. Well for now goodbye)
