My Sunshine

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(MAY END THIS CHAPTER MAYBE NEXT AND THEN AN EPILOGUE BUT BEFORE I START THE CHAPTER I WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL THE SUPPORT I GOT WRITING THESE BOOKS REALLY OVER THIS LAST MONTH IVE BEEN WRITING THESE TWO STORIES IVE GOTTON MORE FEEDBACK AND SUPPORT THAN I DID WITH ANOTHER STORY THAT WENT ON FOR ALMOST HALF A YEAR So yeah)
{once again possible trigger warning}
[Hinata]

     I stare at the photo for a moment, taking in everything, before closing the program.

See, what did I tell you? He doesn't love you anymore. Even your brother despises you enough to steal him. And did you see how much he was enjoying it.

     Shut up! You don't know what you're talking about! My hands fly up to my head, trying to get the voice to leave. Then something shiny catches my eye, something daunting. A blade.

That's a great idea! Kageyama doesn't love you anymore and neither does your family? If I were you I'd just end it all. Oh wait- I am you.

     I slowly ride up from my bed and take a step towards the blade, reaching my hand out before harshly pulling it back to my chest. I can't.

~~Timeskip two months brought to you by lack of sleep~~

     I slowly rub my eyes before opening them to see my little sister sitting on me.
     "Shouyou it's snowing!", she says. I smile weakly at her before getting her off of me. She was ready to go out so I shoved her out. Instead of getting ready for snow, I get ready for the thing I had been planning since that evening two months ago. I glance towards the bottle of Tylenol sitting on my bedside table. I grab it and I shake eight onto my hand. I add two more, just to be safe. In the next five minutes I've finished swallowing the pills, that were the same shade of white as the snow outside my window. Suddenly I grab onto my dresser, holding myself upright when I lose all strength in my arm. I fall to the floor, hearing a scream before blacking out.

[Kags] ~The night before~

     I quickly board the plane and get settled in, hoping that we would get going soon. I fumble with the box in my pocket as we take off. Around 13 hours later we are finally landing. I didn't bring any luggage or anything since we were very close to my house so I walk towards the doors of the airport when I get a call. I pick up the phone to hear a frantic voice.
     "Oh Tobio! I'm so glad you picked up, it's Shouyou. He's in the hospital", she says, I hear her holding back her tears.

I end the call and I start weaving in and out of people, trying to get to the door faster. I finally get out and I head towards the hospital, tears streaming down my face and my breath appearing as clouds, getting left behind as I rush towards him. I finally get there and I see his mother sitting in a chair in the waiting room with a scared Natsu in her lap. I rush towards the desk and the lady looks up at me startled. I explain who I'm here to see and she lets me through. I open the door to see him, his hair messed up and plastered to his forehead. His skin was a color so pale, it resembles the snow falling outside. I walk towards the small boy, my hands shaking as I rest my hand atop his freezing cold skin. The heart monitor line was moving slowly before it comes to an abrupt halt, accompanied by an eerie, flat tone. I hear a ding erupt from my phone, showing the message that made me break down. An alarm went off saying the following three words.

Merry Christmas, Sunshine