The Matrimony 4 (Completed)

Chapter One-A Prayer For Me

It Was Like Things Went From Good To Bad So Quick I Was Getting Sicker By The Second And Some Nights I Just Stay Up All Night Long Trying To Make Sense Of This All

Sometimes I Cry And Cry Just The Thought Of Me Being Gone...Gone Like I Never Existed Gone Away From My Children My Mother And My Husband Killed Me Inside

A Few Months Had Passed Since I Been Diagnosed After I Had The Surgery I Was Doing Intensive Chemo And I Wasn't Feeling No Better My Spirit Was Down My Faith Was Low

I Was Coming Home From Chemotherapy Exhausted As Ever And I Could Barely Walk I Was So Weak

I Attempted To Take A Step Up The Stairs But I Couldn't Even Lift My Leg Up To Walk

August Was Behind Me "Its Okay...Its Okay"

But It Wasn't Okay

He Picked Me Up And Carry Me Up The Stairs To My Bedroom Than He Laid Me In The Bed

He Placed A Blanket Over Me Than He Laid In Bed With Me And He Held Me In His Strong Arms

"August If I Die..Please Please Don't Ever Let Ayden And Azian Forget About Me"I Said As A Tear Fell From My Eye

"...Don't Talk Like That...Ain't Nobody Dying Ya Heard Me Nobody !"He Said

"August Im Not Sure About That Anymore I Already Feel Like Im Dying Now...And I Just Need To Make Sure That My Kids Will Be Okay Promise That You Will Always Be There For Them No Matter What And Don't Be Too Hard On Em"I Said

"Aziah Baby...Stop Talking Like That Please...You Gon Be Alright We Gon Beat This Thing You May Be Sick Now But By The Grace Of God You Gon Be Okay God Hears Us And He Will See Us Through I Just Know It"He Said

"I Just Feel So Bad....You Have To Stay Here And Take Care Of Me You Should Working On You Next Album I Have My Degrees I Should Be Starting My Business By Now....Its Not Fair Why Does Bad Things Always Have To Happen To Me"I Cried Out

"God Give His Toughest Battles To His Strongest Soldiers Baby...He Wouldn't Give You Too Much If He Knew You Couldn't Handle It You Gotta Fight This For Ayden For Azian For Me...Cause We Need You"He Said

He Wiped My Eyes And He Kissed Me

"The Doctor Said Ima Lose My Hair August"I Said

"Its Hair...It Will Grow Back I Will Still Love You Whether You Gotta Head Full Of Hair Or If You Completely Bald Baby Im From New Orleans The Hood Im Use To Girls Who Ain't Hair Anyways"He Said

I Giggled And Said "Be Quiet.. Is Everything Ready For Tonight"

"Yeah I Called And Invited Everyone..Ya Mama...I Got My Mama Flying In,Ya Daddy And Ya Friends...You Sure You Wanna Tell Everyone Tonight"He Asked

"Yes Im Sure Im Ready To Let Everyone Know"I Said

Than My Nanny Vanessa Brought Ayden And Azian In My Room

"They Heard You...They Wanted To Come And See You"My Nanny Vanessa Said

Ayden Climb Up In The Bed With Me And August And She Gave Azian To August

"Mommy...I Seen A Frog"Ayden Said To Me

"Did You...What Color Was The Froggy"I Said Being Excited

"Green"He Shouted

"Green Thats Right Ayden"I Said As I Kissed Ayden

"Chef Jackson Is The Kitchen Preparing Dinner It Smells So Good"Vanessa Said

"You Welcome To Stay For Dinner If You Want"I Said

She Smiled And Said "I Would Love Too But I Have To Get Up Early In The Morning Im Taking Ayden To The Zoo Tomorrow He Is Obsessed With Animals"