The Matrimony 4 (Completed)

Chapter 17-Unhappy

Aziah

Its Passed 8 And Guess Who's All Dressed Where No Where To Go

I Put On My Best Dresss...Red Bottoms That I Could Barely Walk In And Was Ready To Go

All I Was Missing Was A Loving Husband To Escort Me To Dinner But He Was No Where To Be Found I Drunk A Whole Bottle Of Wine Call His Phone Damn Near A Million Times He Wasn't Picking Up

Called Everyone He Knew His Sister,His Brother,His Mother And Even His Damn Assistant Nobody Knows Where's August At? 

Staring At The Clock As I Finally Just Took My Shoes Off I Wasn't Going Out Tonight

It Was Completely Obvious Why I Love Being With Rell..Its Because I Was So Damn Lonely In This Marriage My Husband Was Always On The Road And Even When He Wasn't On The Road He Was Still Somewhere Else

I Can't Remember The Last Time August Took Me Out,The Last Time Me And August Actually Had Real Conversation With Eachother…We Use To Could Talk All Damn Night Now Its Like I Can't Get A Word In With Him

This Was The First Time Ever That I Felt So Distant From August And It Hurts Because I Miss Him

Thinking Back Before Ayden Was Born…Even Though August Was Always Busy He Always Made Time For Me..He Use To Cook For Me...Rub My Feet..Now The Only Time He Cares About Me Is When Im Sick.

Tonight I Felt Good,I Wanted To Enjoy My Husband Company Over Five Star Dinner,And Maybe Just Maybe Dance A Little Bit With Him But Thats Just Wishful Thinking

Something Got August Attention…And Im Trying My Hardest To Figure Out What Or Who Thats Got Him So "Busy"

If Its Another Woman.…Ima Lose It..Im Gon Go Insane It Bet Not Be Another Woman

He Walked In And I Was Standing By The Kitchen Counter Finishing A Glass Of Wine

"The Meeting Ran Late..I Tried To Call But My Phone Was Dead…Don't Be Mad At Me"He Said Making Excuses Typical Ass August

I Lied And Looked At Em With Straight Face But Deep Down Inside I Was So Disappointed In August Tonight

"Im Not Mad"I Said

"Babe..The Meeting Ran Late What Was I Supposed To Do"He Asked Me

"August Its Fine..Really Im Fine…Im Going To Have A Few Drinks With Brea..The Kids Are Upstairs Sleeping "I Said As I Grabbed My Key

I Wanted To Break Out In Tears So Bad But My Pride Just Wouldn't Let Em Show

"Go Ahead…Ima Make It Up To You Ziah"He Said

"Well Why You At It...Don't Forget To Make It Up To Ayden..Its One Thing To Lie To Me But Its Another Thing To Lie To You Child..And I Wont Let You Be That Kind Of Father That Make Promises He Can't Keep...Like My Father"I Said

"I Didn't Lie…I Told You My Meeting Ran Late"He Said

"I Heard You"I Said As I Grabbed My Chanel Bag And I Left

When I Got In My Car I Called Rell He Answer On The First Ring

"Hey Baby What You Doin"He Said

"Im Sitting In My Car Can I Come See You"I Asked

"Yeah Im At The Studio Come Through"He Said

"Im On My Way"I Said

"Ight"He Said

I Hung Up

I Feeling So Broken And So Down I Just Wanted Some One To Comfort Me Someone Who Cared And Rell Was That Person