The Matrimony 4 (Completed)

Chapter 14-The Enemy

August

Thinking She Just Playing With Me I Said "You Funny" While Laughing A Little

"Whats Funny...Im Confused"She Said

"Cause You Playin…You Gotta Be...Look I Ain't Got Time For This Shit…Stop Callin Me"I Said

"Im Not Playing…Im Really Pregnant…With Your Baby So What Is You Sayin!"She Said Getting Upset

"Nah..You Can't Be…"I Said In Denial Because I Didn't Wanna Believe This Shit

"How Can't I Be …Its Not We Use Protection Or Im On Birth Control ! We Had Sex I Missed A Period I Took Three Pregnancy Test And All Came Up Positive"She Said

My Head Was Fucked Up This Was Bad News To Me My World Came Crashing Down All On Me All Ay Once

"You Keepin It?"I Asked

"I Mean I Don't Believe In Abortions Aug..."She Said

"Listen I Can't Talk About This Right Now..I Get Back In Atlanta In A Few Weeks…I'll Come Through And We Gon Talk Bout This In Person Ight?"I Said

"Okay"She Said

"In The Meanwhile Don't Tell Nobody You Pregnant Not Even Ya Mama"I Said To Her

"Why Would I Wanna Tell Anyone That Im Pregnant By A Man Who's Married?…Just Call Me When You Get Back In Town" She Said

" Ima See You Soon"I Said

"Bye"She Said

Did I Really Get This Bitch Pregnant,How Could I Be So Stupid…How I Let This Shit Happened….. Me And Ziah We Don't Need This Shit Right Now Shit Was Just Getting Good Fa Us Again

I Already Fucked Up And Had One Baby On Ziah….

I Couldn't Tell Ziah…I Couldn't Bare To Look My Baby In Her Eyes And Break Her Heart Again I Rather Take Ten Bullets To Head Than To Make Ziah Cry Again

I Gotta Make Miracle Have A Abortion,If Miracle Have This Baby Ziah Gon Leave Me…And I Can't Lose Her Not Again I Can't Have My Kids Having Two Different Addresses And Having Another Nigga Raising My Kids Nah It Wasnt Going Down Like That

The Only Choice I Had Was To Convince Miracle Into Getting This Abortion Even Though I Know How Bad Miracle Gon Want To Keep This Child But Fuck How She Feel The Only One Who Matters, The Only Person I Give A Fuck About Is Ziah

I Wasn't Gon Hurt Aziah Not Again

Sad To Say I Fucked Up Again I Was Losin My Mind Ova This

Aziah

It Was A Beautiful Wedding My Mother Was The Most Beautiful Woman Today….And Today I Saw My Mother Become A Very Happily Married Woman And I Pray Her Heart Gets All The Blessing It Can Hold

Watching My Mother Walked Down Isle Made Remember I Remember How Much I Love Love And How Much I Believe In Love

I Think About Me And August And All That We Been Through And All That We Overcame…Times Where I Thought Was Over Between Us We Just Whine Back Together

Its Gotta Be A Reason Why Me And August Are Here At This Place In Life

Everyboy Always Saying How I Should Leave And How I Needed To Divorce Him…But Fuck What People Say At The Of Day Me And Aug We Got Years Of History And Two Beautiful Ass Kids

We Been Through So Much Shit Together We Done Been Through Dark Times Together Even Though Shit Ain't Perfect I Always Felt Like Me And August Gon Be Good In The End