The Matrimony 4 (Completed)

Chapter 9-Cookie Crumbs

Dealing With This Cancer,Rasing My Children,Starting My Own Business Up,And Trying To Stay Happily Married

The Last Thing I Needed Was August To Go Falling For His Ex Again My Plate Was Full And I Was Just Feeling Angry Inside He Was Calling And I Was Caught In My Thoughts

Couldn't Talk To Him Because Talking Turns Into To Fighting And Fighting Lead To Misunderstandings And Miscommunications

What Was They Talking About,Why He Didn't Tell Me Himself That He "Ran Into Miracle",And What Was They Laughing At Together? Old Times And Past Memories?

After Bathing My Children I Showered And Than Crawled In My Bed And Soon Feel Asleep

August

I Keep Calling Ha.…And She Ain't Pickin Up…Her Dumb Ass Friend Always In Our Business Now She Thinkin Im Fuckin Around When Im Not

Sick Of Always Trying Proven Myself…Tryna Get This Money Take Of My Family Ain't Thinkin Bout No Bitch Every Day Im Getting Accused Of Something Making Me Feel Like I Might As Well Go Fuck Another Bitch She Already Thinkin That I Am

Called Her Ass About 30 Times Before I Just Said Fuck It And Hit A Club Order Gold Bottles And Got Lit

Drinking My Problems Away Like They Wasn't Gon Come Back Again Well Fuck It Lets Live For Tonight

Drinks Was Flowing Whole Team Goin Crazy Feeling Like That Nigga Really I Was Feeling Fucked Up Inside Cause Every Time She Accuse Me It Hurt A Nigga Cause Its Like She Don't Believe In Me And She My Wife She Posed To Be With Me Not Against Me Now Wonder Im Drinking These Problems Away

Aziah

Waking Up Looking At The Miss Calls From Him And Picturing Him And Miracle Still Had Me Feeling Some Typa Of Way I Couldn't Even Talk To Him Right Now

I Got Dressed And Went Down Stairs Where Vanessa Was Downstairs Giving The Boys Their Breakfast I Smile And Said "Good Morning"

My Boys Smiled At Me..Ayden Looked At Me And Said "Good Morning Mommy"

Vanessa Smiled Brightly And Said "Good Morning How Are You Feeling"

"Im Okay..…Just Came Down For Some Juice So I Can Take My Meds Which Im Probably Going To Throw Up Anyways But Hey Thats Cancer And Cancer Sucks"I Said Being Sarcastic

Vanessa Walk Over To Me And Said "Hey You Are Okay You Gon Get Through This"

It Wasn't Necessary The Cancer That Had Me Aggravated It Wasn't Necessary August But It Was Everything In My Life That Wasn't Going Right That Had Me Uneasy

Vanessa Smiled At Me And Said "And By The Way…Im Pregnant"

"Your What"I Said With My Eyes Big

"I Found Out Last Night I Can't Believe It"She Said Smiling

"Oh My God That's Fantastic Vanessa Im Happy For You Congratulations"I Said Hugging Her

"Im So Excited I Already Made My First Doctor Appointment Which Is Today So You Mind If I Leave Early Today"She Asked

"Yeah Of Course…..Did You Tell Your Family Yet"I Asked

I Looked Down And Said "I Called My Mother And Told Her But She Just Hung Up On Me..Me And Her  Never Been Close You Know"

"I Understand Sometimes Its Like That But You Have My Full Support Anything You Need I Got You I Know Some Really Cute Baby Boutiques That We Have To Go To"I Said

She Smiled "So You Gon Break The News To Ayden"

And I Just Laughed

"Come On Ayden Lets Go"Vanessa Said