Jacksepticeye imagines (Jacksepticeye x reader)

23. He Saves You

WARNING!!!!: this imagine may be triggering to some readers. So if suicide attempts, self harming triggers you please please please do not read this.
F/c = favourite colour
Ever since you were 15 you hated every aspect of yourself. The way you looked, talked, walked, just everything.

At 16 you decided to change yourself completely. You dyed you hair (f/c) and cut it short/let it grow long, changed your style of clothes, went on an unhealthy diet to make you look skinnier and just so much more other stuff. For the first week you loved everything about yourself but then you began to hate yourself even more.

At 17 you were now being bullied in school because you looked "different" to everyone else. You couldn't take it anymore. One day when you got home from school and both your parents were working late you ran into your bathroom, shut the door and began looking around for razors. You finally found one and put it against your wrist. You started at your arm and the razor contemplating it you wanted to do it or not. You have in and dragged the razor across your wrist. It did hurt a but but it made you feel relieved. You started the blood trickling down your arm and cut yourself 2 more times. That's when you first cut.

At 19 you were rushed to hospital for an attempt of suicide by self harming so much that you passed out and was in hospital for 2 weeks cause it was so bad. That was one of the scariest moments of your life.

You're now 25. You have an amazing boyfriend named Jack who knows you self harm. Ever since you met him he helped you cut less and less. You were 2 years clean until you and Jack had a humongous fight and it pushed you over the edge. Now you still self harm but very rarely.

One day you woke up and you just felt.... sad for no reason at all just very very sad. Jack was downstairs eating his breakfast very very quickly. You walked over to him and tried to give him a hug but he just stood up and pushed you aside.
"I'm so sorry Y/N but you have no idea how much work I have to do today it's unbelievable I don't have time to do anything apart from work." And then he just ran into his recording room. This made you feel more sad but you understood.
You decided to go look at the comments on jacks most recent video which had you in it. The community might cheer you up.
You scrolled through the comments but they just made you more sad.
I usually like Y/N but she's acting like a prick in this video.
Y/ N is such a count. Why does Jack even do videos with her.
Ughhhh I hate it when Jack does videos with Y/N they're always so boring and shit. No because if Jack but because of Y/N.
Y/ N just wants Jack all to herself.
There were nice comments is well but your brain was just blurring them out. You closed your laptop and decided to watch a movie to try and make your self feel better.
After the movie was over you went and got Jack some dinner because he didn't eat anything apart from cereal all day.
You knocked on jacks door and walked in. He looked like he was writing an email or something.
"Jack I brought you some dinner.
Nothing
"Its your favourite"
Nothing
"Jack?"
Jack slammed his hands down on the table.
"Y/ N CANT YOU SEE IM IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING PLEASE JUST GO AWAY AND STOP BEING SO FUCKING NEEDY"
This pushed you over the edge. You ran upstairs, went into the bathroom and locked the door. You couldn't take it anymore. Everyone hated you at this point and you didn't see the point of existing.
Jacks POV
I finished writing an email and looked beside me. It was the dinner that Y/N left for me. Maybe I was too hard on her. I should go say sorry.
I went upstairs and checked out room she wasn't in there but then I heard whimpering competing from the bathroom.
Shit shit shit
I knocked down the bathroom door and seen Y/N sitting in a puddle of her own blood. She looked at me with fear and regret in her eyes.
"Jjjackk" she whispered and then passed out.
"No no no no Y/N stay with me come on shit shit"
I took out my phone and called an ambulance.
"Hello hello yes my girlfriend has just passed out from a suicide attempt of self harming I need and ambulance quick."
"Ok sir were sending an ambulance to your address now. Please try to prevent anymore blood from coming out."
I grabbed 2 towels and wrapped them around Y/N's arms.
"Y/N please don't leave me I'm sorry this is all my fault." I began to bawl my eyes out.
Your POV
You woke up in a hospital bed and Jack beside you. He looked like he was crying a lot. You then remember what happened. You then remember the first night you were rushed to hospital because of this reason and began to hyperventilate. Jack looked at you in joy and fear.
"Y/N sweetie I'm here it's ok your ok your going to be fine. NURSE NURSE SHES AWAKE."
"How long was I out for?"
"2 days Y/N you lost a lot a lot of blood and....... You almost died Y/ N. And when you passed out you knocked your head off the sink really really hard"
A nurse walked in when she heard Jack call.
"Ah you are awake. So Y/N you'll have to stay in here for another day or 2 because your still not fully recovered. If it wasn't for your boyfriend here you wouldn't of been awake now."
You looked at Jack while the nurse was talking. Jack was paying attention to the nurse because she was talking about therapists and medication and stuff that you'll need but you just kept looking at Jack. He saved your life. The nurse then walked out.
"Jack I'm sorry" you cried.
"Hey Y/N don't cry. It's not your fault it mine for not looking after you and putting everything before you. I'm sorry Y/N"
He kissed the top of your forehead and closed your eyes because for some reason you were tired. You were never going to be able to repay him for what he did.
---- hey guys. So I'm going to try and continue with the imagines. Sorry most if them are sad and depressing ill try make some of them more happier:)----