twitter dms // c.t.h

why?

C: becca , are you alright?
Ignored.
C: did I say something?
I don't know what to say
C: I'm an idiot.
C: I'm sorry.
It's not that I don't want to see him, I don't want him to see me. I don't want him to see my messy hair and my worn and tattered clothes. I don't want him to see what I'm living in. hell. I don't think he'll understand why I'm not allowed to wash my hair normally or put on makeup. I don't live in a big fancy house with a normal bathtub and a normal family. I live in a trailer with an ass of a stepdad and a mother who's to afraid to do what she wants. I have to sneak out at three in the morning just to do anything. I'm 18, but I'm treated like a 7 year old.
B: you don't understand.
C: then explain.
B: i can't. you still wouldn't get it.
C: I know I'm dumb , but I'm not apeshit stupid.
seriously.
B: calum I just can't okay? I'm sorry, now leave me alone.
C: I'm so sorry.
what am I doing?
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