Emma's POV
"I can't live with you being god knows how much miles away.... Please don't leave me" I'm begging Shawn while I'm crying.
He doesn't answer me and he keeps staring to the ground.
"Can you please say something?"
He looks up. I see that he is crying too. "God Em, What do you want me to say? I need to leave."
"I don't know. I just.." I sigh. "Never mind. There's nothing we can do about it."
Shawn hugs me really tight and he whispers in my ear that he loves me.
I start crying even harder and my hands start to shake.
"Thank you Shawn for everything. You made these past few days unforgetable."
"And you did too." Shawn wipes away my tears.
I look at my phone to see the time.
09:00
"Shawn you need to go through the customs or else you'll be late."
Shawn nods. He picks me up.
I wrap my legs around his waste.
We kiss.
Then he sets me back on the ground.
"Goodbye Emma. See you soon."
He gives me a kiss on my forehead.
"Goodbye. I love you."
"Love you more." Shawn turns around and walks away.
I keep staring at him untill my tears are ruining my vision. I rub my eyes so I can see clear again but I lost him in the crowd.
I start crying so hard. When will I see him again? Will it be next month? Will it be next year? Will it ever happen? I get really lightheaded and I lose my balance. My dad catches me.
"It's gonna be okay Emma."
He puts his arm around me and we walk away.
Then I see Sophie and Elena running towards me.
"Oh my god. What are you doing here?"
They give me a really tight hug.
"I got a call from your dad. He said that you could use a hug. We came here as soon as possible." Sophie says.
"You're the best. Thank you." I slowly stop crying.
"How are you feeling?" Elena asks me.
"Could be better." I make a little fake smile. "Can we do something fun today? I really wanna take my mind off of it."
I look at Sophie. "Oh my god no sorry you're going on a cruise to spain today. I totally forgot."
"Yes sorry babe. I really want to be there for you today but I gotta leave. I can call you tonight?"
I nod and smile.
"I have nothing to do today, wanna go shopping?" Elena asks me.
"Perfect."
Sophie and Elena came here with the train but my dad will give them a ride back. We drop Sophie at her home.
"Have fun on your cruise and in Spain Sooph." I tell Sophie.
"Yes have fun baby." Elena adds.
"Thank you loves. See you next week."
My dad brings us to the shopping mail.
Elena & I start shopping.
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5 hours later and I bought 4 shirts, 1 dress, 1 skirt and 2 jeans. I just needed to buy away my sadness lol.
We're on our way back home.
Elena is about to get out of the bus but I need to get out one station later.
I give Elena a hug. "Thanks for today."
She gives me a kiss on my cheeck. "Always."
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I wish you lived next door | Shawn Mendes fanfiction
Fiksi Penggemar''I wish you lived next door.'' I feel my heart beating in my chest. I don't want to forget Shawn but I know it's better this way. I hang up. More and more tears are falling down my face. I throw my phone against the wall and start screaming. Why...
