My Faulty Destiny

7.Lucky or Not?

When you tell a girl that you love her, she is most likely to break the friendship with you. But Iris told me, ‘Please don't stop talking.’ I felt very lucky to have her as my bestfriend and I replied with, ‘I'd never let this friendship break.’ I was broke, but I could not do anything to help it.
           I told Christian about what happened when I confessed to Iris. He told me to just stay strong and cut her off from my life, but I had made a promise to her that I would never break the friendship, I didn't know what to do. He told me to forget her and move on, I didn't know how to explain it to him that I love her too much, I can't forget her. He continued telling me to move on, but I was never able do it.
            I could never forget what happened on 12th March, I was still hurt and cold. I too kept myself busy with school and classes work and I would listen to songs during my free time. We were bestfriends, but I never was able to stand in front of her, I always felt awkward and she always thought that I was shy.
             I knew that she was a very good girl, but as time passed by, we had many arguements on the topic LOVE. She always used to tell that love doesn't exists but I kept on telling that it does exist, you just need to believe in it. I guess it was my mistake, I shouldn't have argued with her for such a puny reason and I was so stupid that instead of stopping them, I continued the arguments. It was all my mistake, but it was too late now, we had already stopped talking. I thought that I was very lucky to have such a bestfriend, but I asked myself a question, ‘Am I really lucky?’ I was. But I didn't realize that she was a great girl, who never hurted me. It was me, I hurted myself by keeping expectations, it was never her fault.

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