WARRIOR [2] - Bellamy Blake

one.

The Kids Aren't Alright - Fall out boy

Everything was quiet. The two girls in the room decided it would be best not talk, seeing as both of them lost someone they loved. Finn and Bellamy.

Avery was inches away from breaking down, she'd lost the only person that she loved. Raven had to say something or she'll be convinced that Avery was going crazy. She was, without Bellamy Avery's sanity didn't matter. She would remember the last words he said to her, his last i love you. Repeating the words over and over again until she was sick of them.

She hated it. She hated feeling this, she just wanted him back. Avery wanted him to hold her forever. She thought about their last kiss, he would've ran, for her instead of letting her get driven crazy by the thought of him.

"I love you." she heard him say. It wasnt real, nothing was. His voice was ringing inside her head until she burst out.

"No! NO! LEAVE ME ALONE." she yelled and started sobbing. Avery remembered his rough touch, the taste of his lips. But everything was lost, her happiness, her hope. The only thing left was anger and pain, she wanted to do was kill every single one of the motherfuckers that killed him, but however hard she tried. She couldn't face going out there and seeing ashes on the floor that used to be him.

A grounder entered the room and Avery acted dead. When he turned aroun, she stood and pointed her gun at him. "This is your fault." She growled and shot him right in the face and immediately dropped it on the floor.

"Av. You okay?"

"I haven't been for along time." She sighed and walked over to her. "Can I?" She smiled and lifted her shirt up to see a blue patch, almost like a bruise on her back. "Well it hasn't gotten better from the last time I checked and I think the patch is growing."

"You should go out, look for someone."

"Nope. I'm leaving you here alone." Avery denied and sighed. "You're the only person I have left and I need you."

"Do you think I'm a good person Av?"

"Yeah of course. Why are you asking?"

"I nearly slept with Bellamy." she confessed. "I was upset about Finn and Clarke but he refused. He really loved you and no one else." Avery just stood there.

"He did that for me?" she asked and Raven just nodded. "You'll find someone Raven. I promise you. I think I saw Wick check you out once on the ark."

"Wait. So you're not mad?" She asked but Av just smiled weakly and shook her head.

"I'm not angry at anyone. I'm not particularly happy but I'm not angry."

Someone was just about to walk in the drop ship and Avery pointed a gun at their head just to see it was Murphy. "Raven, would you love to do the honor?" She asked and handed her the gun. She pulled the trigger but there was no bullets left. "What are you doing here?"

"Dying. Same as you." He sighed and he looked at her. "You aren't dying. What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be finding him"

"He's dead." she confessed. Avery couldn't hold back the tears any longer so she decided to go upstairs. Once she reached the she broke down again. Her brain was thinking about theories of how he could be alive, he could've ran. He could've ran for her.

"I can't do this. I can't." She whispered. "I loved him and he's gone." It would break anyone's heart to hear her like this let alone see. Raven and Murphy questioned her sanity but so did she.

She didnt want to feel any of it. The pain, the anger, the sadness. So hse kept on sobbing to herself.

Her world was crashing down around her and nothing wasgonna stop. Every single wall was breaking around her leaving her vulnerable. The rubble all around her was driving her mad and the bodies in the rubble was staring at her with cold eyes. She closed her eyes and tried to forget everything but it wouldnt go. The memories would stay or face but she didn't want them. Avery Donavon just wanted Bellamy Blake back.