all I want is to fall asleep...
I do not want to wake in the morning.
do not wake me, for the sun is too bright today,
the snow has not fallen,
and the air is far too bitter.
do not wake me, for I am more than happy laying here,
with no arms around me,
and no lips to kiss me.
do not wake me, for my eyes have not adjusted,
my legs have not woken,
and my arms are simply too weak.
do not wake me, for the outside world is far too much.
the people hurt me,
and the beauty mocks me.
do not wake me, for it is painful to see this image.
my eyes are watering,
and my heart is burning.
do not wake me, for there is simply no reason to,
I have been completely mislead,
and absolutely misunderstood.
do not wake me, for this is just what I want.
to isolate myself,
to drown in my sorrows,
...and to simply fall asleep.
-caroline grace
sorry for the late update. this is a bit of a darker journal entry that I wrote a few years ago. i am okay now, don't worry.
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everything I can't say out loud
Randoma series of writings by me. some of these will be things I have written in the past and some will be new. some of the material will be personal, so i ask that you be respectful. ❤️
