Jack Gilinsky's sister

Twenty two

Warning this chapter is going to transition from POV to POV.

Hayes POV-

  I sucked in a deep breath, and knocked on Nicole's door. I heard her snore and smiled to myself. I started to turn the nob and surprisingly it was opened.

The door shut behind me and I admired Nicole as she peaceful slept. Till I heard my phone buzz in my pocket and I pulled it out.

Matt: Treat her right. Take care of her. Please

I clinched my teeth, and huffed. I put my phone back into my pocket and sat next to Nicole I shook her lightly. Her eyes opened slowly and a smile grew on her face.

"Hi" I said

"Hey," a smile still plastered on her face

"You ready?"

"Yup!" She sat up and went to look at her self in the mirror. She fixed up her makeup and turn around to face me.

"Let's go" I got up and linked my hand with hers

We walked past all the boys rooms and saw Matt in the lobby, staring at our hands. His eye then looked at Nicole but quickly looked away.

I opened the door for her and noticed Matt looking again. I glared at him and he sent me a look of sorrow.

I felt bad, no I felt terrible. I was taking the girl Matt was in love with away from him. I could tell how much this hurt him, being away from her for so long, not even speaking to her. Every time we walk past him I could feel his eyes watching her every move. And she doesn't even seem to notice one bit. Taylor told me the time where she saw him and started to cry. It kills me that I'm the one who did this, I could have given her to Matt but she's different from all the other girls I've liked. She makes me feel like I'm important, she makes me feel like I'm needed in this world. No wonder why Matt loves her, because she makes you feel alive.

Matts POV-

I wanted to stop and tell her that I missed her. That I missed talking to her. That I missed her laugh or seeing her smile. But being my dumbass self I kept walking, I looked at her with no emotion. I didn't want to show her that I was feeling anything. I wanted to look back and run to her, hug the living crap out of her and apologize. I shouldn't have said what I said. I regret it so much. But I sucked it in and kept walking.

Carter told me to let go and tried getting her off my mind by getting groupies to sleep with me. But I just hung my head down and shook my head. I felt bad, I was bringing him down with me.

Even my fans started to notice, that I wasn't the happy person I usually am. Of course I told them it was nothing and that I'm just tired. Most of them believe me but you know there's always that 1% of people who assume things and those are the people who know the truth. And the only thing they can do that they think is ok, is to hate on Nicole.

I always check her comment and her pictures. It killed me to see a picture of her and Hayes, doing all that couple stuff that makes me sick. I made a few fake accounts so I could talk to her and when I saw hate I sent something nice. Just to make her happy.

Most of the guys have tired to talk to me but the only ones I talk to is either Taylor, Nash or Shawn. And since Nicole is close with Shawn and Taylor it helps to hear about her new life. Without me.

Shawn told me to keep chasing her. That if I really cared I wouldn't let her go so easily, but think about it I don't want to be that guy to bring the girl down with him. She's happier without me.

Taylor told me to let go and like Carter he tried to get me laid.

Nash is a mixture of both of them. He said to forget about what I felt, to forgive myself. But to know that Nicole will always be apart of me no matter what. And if we were really meant to be, that one day, we would find our way to each other.

But I don't know if I can forget about my feelings toward her. Ever.

Watching her hold his hand stings. He glared at me knowing that I still lived her. He knows the power she has over me, and he's using the power he has over her against me. To kill me, to torture me.

Two can play at this game Hayes.

Don't forget she loves(d) me too