I've changed this so many times and never seem to like it so I'm just gonna say here's a part from the story hope you enjoy ;)
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"You have to choose either me or him, Nicole. You can't have both of us...
So today was the day. My first date, O boi was this going to be awkward..
I grabbed high wasted shorts and a baseball tee.Since Hayes only mentioned us going to the boardwalk, I thought hey why not wear something cute but comfy.
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I curled the tips of my hair and put water proof mascara on cause you know we going to be by the beach.
I grabbed my phone and checked the time.
7:20pm
Dang it I promised Hayes I would be down at 7 sharp.
I ran down stairs as fast as I could, I swear I was like speedy Gonzalez.
I looked everywhere down stairs in the lobby and found Hayes sleeping on the couch. Great!
"HAYESS!!" I jumped on top of him probably crushing every single bone in his body.
"WHAT?!" He threw me off and I fell on the floor
"Omg Nicole!! Are you ok?"Hayes ran to my side and helped me up.
I patted my thighs to get the dust of, "yeah"
As Hayes and I walked to the uber, I saw Matt staring at us from the corner. Now u might say that's creepy but he was walking to the elevator with Carter.
Hayes opened the car door for me and I got in. I looked out the window and looked at Matts sad face. He turned around and got on the elevator with Carter. I remembered the day of the event when Hayes asked me out, Matt told me something that I kinda wish I didn't know.
FLASHBACK-
"Why did you run off?" I pushed myself off of Matt
"Because..... Ok I'll be totally honest with you because you mean so much to me Nicole. And you must be like oh of course you do Matt I do too, but not the way I care about you because you like Hayes. Ever since the day I met you I couldn't stop thinking about you, and I didn't understand why because I was kinda new to this. Then Hayes came in and I saw the way you too looked at each other. I knew at that exact moment that I never had a chance with you, I knew that you were going to fall so hard for him and that I was just going to be a friend for you. I think everyone knew that you guys have something special, you don't even notice it Nicole are you that stupid that you can't see that you already have Hayes falling for you?? Hayes is a Fricking fuckboy for gods sake, he's done so many things with so many different girls and he's going to hurt you like he's hurt them. All this stuff he's doing for you, the smallest gestures, it's apart of his plan. He thinks he's in love with you and says that you'll always be together but after you do what he wants he realizes that he isn't in love with you. I know this plan the best because he's, number one told me and number two he did this to one of my closest friends. Please don't go through with this date please don't I'm begging you Nicole. You make me so fucking happy without even trying. When you say your so ugly I get so mad because it's not true at all!! Even when your not wearing makeup and wearing sweat pants you look fucking beautiful, your smile lights up my world, And your laugh oh your laugh, it makes my month, it makes me feel like there's no worry in the world. But I can't be feeling these feelings cause your my best friends sister, and cause your in love with someone else and that's not me." Matt was already sobbing and I'll admit I am too.
"Matt..."
"No Nicole you don't have to say anything. I know how you feel already, you only see me as a friend or even worse a brother."
"Matt, please let me talk. I love you, and I might not be the way you want me too but I love you so fucking much! I rather have you as someone that I can always go to and help me with everything than someone I just...date. Don't you realize that I don't want to ruin this friendship? I do admit that I do have feelings for you but Matt we can't happen. I don't want to sacrifice our friendship for something like this. I'm sorry Matt but I can't love you.... I just can't." I turned and walked towards the exit
"Nicole wait!!" He yelled but I didn't turn or stop for him I just kept walking
"NICOLE!!"
End of flashback-
"Nicole, are you alive?" Hayes shook me
"Yeah! I'm perfectly fine." But that was a huge lie. I'm a big fat lier, I lied to Matt and now Hayes.
I do love Matt, oh why can't he see that I'm in love with him.
And that I don't want to loose him,
I'm in love with you Matt, and I'm one step father from being with you.
