"Ok am gonna do it" I whispered to Leah.
"What, wait really?" Leah answered back.
"Yea what i shouldn't?"
"Yess please, go for it... You should"
We kept whispering...
"Hey" Justin approached me..
"Hii, i need to talk to you.. Can we talk?"
"Yeaa sure" Justin answered with a confused look on his face.
I walked over to a lonely corner where noone was and Justin followed.. My heart was racing, I've never been more nervous and afraid in my entire life and the guy had gave me a minor attack twice.
I stopped and i turned, my head was stil facing down. I looked up and i gave him a smirk.
"Hi" i said.
"Hi, mind telling me what this is about"
"Ok ... So i really don't know what your reaction is going to be but i need to tell you this.. I can't keep it any longer""You're kinda scaring me right now"
"I, I.. The day when you almost ran me over or something like that, i don't remember clearly.. My heart was racing so much when i realized it was you.. I, I just felt something more than a girl meeting the guy who's music she's been listening for years.. It felt deeper.. When you made Scooter listened my video and then introduced me to him, it was the best thing ever, but it wasn't as great as actually getting to know you and the person behind this big name, when i actually started hanging out with you i was like 'is this the dude half of the world really hates?' Over the past few weeks i've learned there is special place in my heart for you, i've been trying sooo hard to bury it as deep as i can, but it's not working.. I don't know how you don't see it, but the first time i met your friend, he realized. I don't know, maybe you see it, but you just don't want to have such a relationship with me or you're just as clueless as shit.. I understand that you have your girlfriend whom you love dearly and i don't want to be the one who destroys a relationship but i have to say it.. I really love you Justin"
I did it, i fucking did it, and my heart was racing as shit just waiting to hear what he had to say.. My head was beating, my arms were beating, my toes were beating, every where was beating because of how nervous i was..
He didn't have a good look on his face, i could feel he was coming with something i didn't want to hear.
He just stood there staring at me, it was making me more nervous and making me feel awkward.
"Say something please" I whispered to him as someone was walking up to us.
He looked around at the person and then looked back at me.
"I, I umm.. I can't do this with you .. I'm sorry.. I,I just don't feel the same way.."
A tear fell from my eye as i stared at him. I was lost for words, i knew he was coming with something bad, but i didn't think it would be this bad.
My heart was breaking into a million pieces, i couldn't move, i couldn't breathe, I've never, NEVER in a million years poured my heart out to someone like that before, and the moment i do it, i get turned down.. I felt so stupid and ashamed, i held my head down in disgrace trying to stay strong ... People was staring at me, or it felt like people was staring at me, i didn't fucking know at the moment, my fucking heart was broken.
He touched me on my arms
"I hope this doesn't change anything between us" he said with cracks in his voice.
"Mhmmn" i said as i finally could walk off.
"Aaliyah" he called back, but ignored.
What more did he had to say? Hasn't he killed me enough for the night?
"Aali" he called again.
"Aaliyah please"
I just hurried to the table, grabbed my purse, threw some money on the table and ran out.
"Aali, hey where you going?" I heard Leah calling me but u couldn't look back, i just couldn't.
The tears were coming harder and harder. I had to hold my head down and walked as fast as i could.
"AALIYAH!!!?" Leah shouted.
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Just My Luck (Justin Bieber Fanfic) COMPLETED
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] "I dont feel the same way... I hope this doesn't change anything between us" -- FAME / HEARTBREAKS / LOVE / DECEPTION / FIGHTS.. Who will he love for the rest of his life?? Justin Bieber, Selena Gomez, Hailey Baldwin, Aaliyah Simons .