Angela took off the red dress she was wearing,undressing before Zayn. She took off the expensive shoes he bought,the dress he bought,the necklace he bought then put on Spencer's jacket once again. She felt colder than usual as she put the jacket on. Usually the jacket brought comfort and warmth but not anymore.
Quickly,she ran into the elevator, pressing the lobby button. Once the doors close,she finally breaks. Everything she had kept in since yesterday had been let out. Her sobs were no longer controlled,her hair which was in an elegant bun was out,her eyes red. The doors opened and she ran out-right into the cold winter air. She took out one of her pills,swallowing it,knowing in thirty minutes she won't feel anything.
Crying and limping,she walks back onto her corner. Exactly one block away from Zayn's apartment. She lays down on the cold floor,tears continuing to escape her blue eyes. The pain in her heart couldn't be expressed,she felt broken. Shattered. Destroyed. Her eyes hurt from crying,her heart hurt from beating,and her head ached. But none of it was equivalent to the pain she felt when she thought of Zayn. Every inch of her body ached for Zayn. Her heart ached for Zayn.
"How was it? Being famous?" Her neighbor,Abel,asks.
"Overrated."
"You look like hell." He comments although his hair looks like a rats nest.
"I just came back.."
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|Efflorescence Z.M.|
FanfictionIn which a sad girl loves a boy so much, she temporarily forgets to hate herself. "I love you so much it hurts. Is this what love is supposed to feel like? Pain?"