I am now laying in my bed. Iniisip ko ang nangyari kanina. Tristan didn't love me anymore. I can't help but to cry. I choose this and it's almost 3 years past. I should get rid of this feeling. He's happy now. He's now with his dreams and he's in good state, it's all that matters to me.
Tristan is my first love. He's my first at all except in the intimate part. We haven't done that thing. He knows that i'm not ready. We were 1st year college when we started dating. We kept that to our parents because of what happened when we were in high school. Our parents used to be partners in business and then something happened.
We didn't take the issue seriously because that's their problem not ours. After graduation, he planned for marriage so he tells his parents about and then shits happened. My parents knew about me and Tristan so they did everything to set us apart. It's almost 2 years like we were playing hide and seek. He's busy pursuing his dreams and while me doing the training for cabin crew. And then one day, he said that why not we try to convince them again about our relationship. So I did what he said. I told my parents and then ayun, Nauwi parin sa wala. I left him for the sake na hindi siya sasaktan ni dad at hindi makakasuhan ang parents niya.
We didn't have right closure. I know by now alam na niya ang nangyari kay mommy pero he didn't know the reason why I left him. I'm happy that he's happy now and I don't want to ruin it. Maybe I should start moving on. He doesn't want me to see him at all.
I was crying the whole night at hindi ko namalayan na nakatulog na pala ako. When I woke up, I received a message from an unregistered number.
Unregistered number
Nasa basement na ang sasakyan mo.
Unregistered number
And your key, get it in the office.
Hindi ko na kailangan magtanong ko sino, dahil alam na alam ko kung sino 'to. Its Keifer. Hindi na ako nag-atubili na mag-reply. So I take a shower, make some breakfast because I have duty today. Pagbaba ko sa condo ay pumara ako ng taxi at nagpahatid sa airport. Pagpasok ko sa airport ay nakita ko agad si Jane.
"Jane!" sabay lapit ko.
"Hey" Nagbeso kami.
"So how was Baguio?" I smiled to her.
"Ganon parin malamig. Pero dahil kay Greg, mainit" she grinned so we giggled. Here we go!
"Oh God" said. I palm my both cheeks. Minsan talaga nagiging madumi ang utak ko dahil kay Jane. Kinukwento niya lahat sa akin ang ginagawa nilang intimate moments ni Greg! We laughed like what we always do.
"So, Nagkita na kayo nang daddy mo?" Nawala ang ngiti ko.
"Yeah. Bigla siyang pumunta sa condo at galing ako ng grocery noon, paguwi ko ay an'doon na siya" said.
"How was it? Okay na kayo?" She asked. I shrugged my shoulders.
"I don't know kung okay kami. Let's talk about that later. I have some errands at the office. Can you come with me?"
"Anong gagawin natin dun?" she looks confused.
"Kukunin ko ang susi ko kay Keifer"
"Keifer? You mean Captain Keifer? First name basis, eh? Anong meron?" she smirked. I know she can sense something. Pero walang something!
"Ano ka ba, tinulongan niya lang ako kagabi" iwas ko ng tingin.
"Bakit? Saan ka ba kagabi?" she asked. I know she smiling like an idiot right now.
"Later, okay?" I said in annoyance. She just laugh at my reaction.
Pagpasok namin sa office, nakita namin siya na busy sa pag-aarange ng gamit niya. I cleared my throat and that got his attention. He look at us for a moment but then he looked away and continue of what he's doing. Aba't! Balak niya pa yata chapahin kami dito!?
