Tinulak ko si Tristan pagkatapos niya akong halikan. Nagulat siya sa ginawa ko. Hindi tama. Ayaw ko siyang bigyan ng ibang meaning dahil pumayag akong magpa-halik. I feel like I'm betraying someone.
"Why? Is there something wrong?" he asked.
"Wala" I said. I gasped and looked away.
"Ayaw mo ba?" Really? Itatanong mo talaga? I said through my mind.
"Sinabi ko na sayo diba?" He nodded.
"I'm sorry. Alam kong nasaktan kita sa mga sinabi ko. Nasaktan lang din ako sa ginawa mo noon" I nodded to him. I don't want to do conversation with him. I'm tired.
"Uwi ka na. It's getting late"
"Okay. I'll text you when I got home" he smiled. I nodded to him and wait for his car to disappear.
I don't know if I did the right thing. I lied to him. Am I giving him a mixed signals? After our talk this feelings is new to me. I am now questioning myself. What will dad say if he found out that we're contacting again.
Hindi na nag=text si Keifer after he called me. I wonder if what is he doing right now. Is he mad because I declined his offer and I choose to talk with Tristan though he don't know it. Thinking about that he's mad at me makes me sad. I feel like I left him behind. Wait? Why am I thinking that way? Get a hold of yourself Cha!
Tristan texted me when he got home but I didn't bother to reply. When I got to our room, Jane bombarded me with a lot of questions. She asked me where I've been and so. I told her everything as usual and as what you've expect, she scolded me the whole night that I could even dreamed of her still doing it.
The next day is just the same routine. We locked ourselves and watched movies. The afternoon I booked a flight to Balesin. It's a two days trip. We booked 3 seats because Kiefer shouldered his own ticket and actually it's only 2 seats but since we're a cabin crew of the same airline we're booking, we got it free. Perks of being a flight attendant. You got to travel for free!
I texted Keifer about our flight details and he said susundoin niya kami. I insisted na huwag nalang dahil Greg is with us and sa airport nalang kami magkikita. He doesn't even insisted back! I wonder kung talagang galit siya or what. About Tristan, susunod lang siya. He has a lot of errands to do kaya maybe on sunday he'll be there.
"Cha let's go. Nasa baba na si Greg" Jane said. I nodded and get my beach bag.
"Okay. Mauna ka na bumaba" I said and frowned to me. Nanliit ang mata niya sa akin.
"Bilisan mo. Ayaw ni Greg ang naghihintay" she said and I rolled my eyes.
"Yeah yeah" I said watched myself in the mirror. I looked fine. I'm not over dressed naman diba?I'm just wearing a pink halter-maxi dress that's above my knee and blue strap flat espadrille. I curled my hair a lil just to emphasized my dress. I do no make-up make-up look. I don't know what's wrong with me but I feel like I need to make myself pretty. While I was busy examining myself in the mirror my phone beep. Its Keifer.
Keifer
I'm here
He's 1 hour early in to our call time. I wonder of what he's wearing. Are we matchy-matchy? Wait! Bakit ko ba iniisip 'yon? Ano ngayon kung hindi? I shrugged the idea. We stopped over Mini Stop because Greg got hungry. We were 30 mins late because of the traffic and when we've arrived, I already saw Kiefer. He look pissed! He's waiting for almost 2 hours!
Pagka-baba ko ay agad siyang lumapit.
"What took you so long?" he sounded annoyed. I pouted.
"Sorry, we were stuck along Mandaluyong" I said and he hissed. I feel sorry because he waited for almost 2 hours.
