Beaten By Him

Chapter 7

Julie's p.o.v

I wake up the next morning to find myself almost drowning in the bath.

What the fuck the water is red.

I examine my body and that's when my memories all come back.

To the razor, the blood, the names I got called by from Justin, and everything else that I'm

Very insecure about myself.

I get up and get out of the bath.

I use all my strength and finally get up.

I step out of the bath tub and grab a towel.

Wrap it around my self and look at myself in the mirror.

Man I am one ugly little fucker.

Justin's right and so we his friends.

Well they don't really do much to me but still it counts because they are in his presence to.

I look at my wrists and sigh.

When will life get better?

Maybe never? I don't even know.

I just pray that one day everything will clear up and go back to normal.

I guess it would probably be hard to believe but nowadays I am a nerd, but my past is different.

I used to be happy and always laughing....... Oh yeah..... And what's the word..... Oh yeah popular.

Well when I was popular I used to hang out with the other popular girls.

And that's when that one sunny day I walked into the cafeteria and I spotted him.

The boy with the boner hair and the small dick.

Justin Drew Bieber.

He was outstandingly gorgeous.

But I couldn't stare to much unless he would of noticed.

So I looked away.

"Hey Justin seems to be staring at you Julie, maybe he fancies you." My old bestie Rhiannon

Said to me.

I blushed and looked down.

"He would never go out with someone like me, I'm not good enough for him, or even good

looking" I respond.

All of my old friends jaws dropped like legit six feet under.

"Are you freakin serious?" Brylie asks me.

Another friend.

"Yes he's to vain." I shrug my shoulders.

"Well whatever but when one day he comes crawling to your feet asking for marriage we will say

That we told you so." Jamie said.

My third other best friend.

Well I guess that has changed since I last remembered.

I used to sit in the cafeteria enjoying lunch and school.

Now I'm a dickhead with low self esteem and sits in the library during lunch and just studies.

I've changed.

Fast and hard.

But I don't care I'm still the same person underneathe.

I just gotta bring that person back to life.

Because she's disappeared and died.

Well she'll be back and very soon.

I just wish someone would give me a chance and actually got to know me.

Instead of looking and then walking off disgusted.

I don't judge others so I don't know why they judge me.

Oh yeah because my life went straight down to hell ever since Justin was around and ruined

Basically my whole career.

Yep that went out the window for sure.

And I just wish I could be my old self again.

Not the person that gets bullied eats their lunch in the bathroom and studies 24/7!

I'm gonna try and be a better me and keep my head high.

Fuck the haters.

Just go and jump off of a bridge why don't cha? It really would give me a relief for life.

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