Kiss in the Rain

In Denial

_(A/N: this chapter has some swearing parts... you have been WARNED.. xD)_

(the song is "Kiss with a Fist" by the wonderful Florence & the Machine, I just feel like it suits this chapter so if you like, you could listen to it..)

(and there's also a pic of the casts' on the side ;))

I couldn't think.

All I know is that ONCE AGAIN, I'm kissing this guy.

And still, I DON'T EVEN KNOW HIM!

Well, technically, yeah, I know his name. But aside from that, what do I know?

1. He's a pizza delivery guy.

2. A 'HOT' pizza delivery guy, actually.

3. His name is Ethan "Freakin' Hard To Hate and Forget" Spencer

4. Oh wait, that's all of it.

Ugh, it sucks to feel this way!

I can't be in love with him! I just can't! How can even someone fall in love with someone they just met? And aside from that, he's annoying and obnoxious and a stalker and loves himself way too much and cute and handsome and kind and gentle and he makes me feel safe and...

AAAAARRRGGH!

What's happening to me?

Because of him, I lied about myself. Heck, why did I even lie in the first place?! What's the point? I mean, yes! I was trying to impress him but why would I even think about what he thinks of me?

Oh no, I DID NOT JUST SAY THAT! I'm not trying to impress him! I'm good enough. I'm beautiful and gorgeous and charming, if I may add! Uuuggh! *facepalm*

Great! I'm having a debate AGAINST myself IN my head while kissing HIM.

*sigh* This is so inappropriate. >.<

WAIT!

Why am I letting him kiss me?!? Why am I kissing him again?!? Why are we kissing?!? O.O

I pushed him away gently and looked at him with my eyes wide. He also seems to be a bit surprised with what just happened.

None of us moved even a single bit. We just stared at each other for what felt like the longest 2 minutes of my life.

I was about to break the silence and I know he was also about to do the same.

"Hey Lee-Lee, Mom and I just watched the meteor shower! It's so cool, like-"

Matt stopped dead in his tracks when he saw me and Ethan both rushed to get up and dust ourselves.

Shock could be seen across his face. I opened my mouth tons of times and tried to find the right words to say. Unfortunately, I couldn't.

Ethan sensed that I was having some trouble so he decided to speak up.

"Hey! Um, remember me? The dude that she pushed out at the Blazin' Bar?" Ethan laughed awkwardly. Of course, I instantly glared at him for what he had said.

"What? You can't deny it! He was there!" he defended. I dropped my mouth open then closed it again. I crossed my arms over my chest and looked anywhere but him. Ethan snickered.

"Oh, so now you're gonna act like a five year old?" he asked me with his brows raised. I took a deep breath then punched him in the arm. "Ow! That hurt!" he bellowed as he rubbed the spot where I hit him.