Ever After 《Dan x Reader》|| danisnotonfire

V:Lucid

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Lucid (lewsid) expressed clearly, easy to understand.
-dan-
The day started the worst for me.

It was seven am.

I had never woken up this early for no reason besides school before. It was absolutely terrible. I just wasn't a morning person.

I locked my phone and threw it back onto my nightstand, turning around and covering myself in my blanket more, trying to block the small amount of sunlight out of my sight.

I had a dream last night. I don't usually have vivid ones very often anymore so this is something for me to remember. It was about Y/N, it was us in the elevator. I don't know why we were in the elevator, but it was a reply of yesterday's events. Us both staring at each other like the world around us had completely fallen apart and it was just us.

I wish I could have held onto her hand forever. The way it sent my stomach flipping through the air constantly, it was beautiful. I've never felt this way about anyone before. I've always wanted to just create a version of myself where I could openly talk to girls and guys and flirt with them without the constant fear or rejection wrenching at my gut.

We were in the elevator and we just stared at each other. But it was something I've never seen before. I saw every part of her life, all her memories and how she felt with the constant worry of her boyfriend. It felt like hours we were riding up in the elevator.

I was soon ripped from her grasp. I felt cold all of a sudden. My breath instantly to be seen as I huff in and out, as I seemed to be breathless. In a dark room. I don't know where I am. I see a white chair in the middle. A faint and flickering spotlight overtop of it.

It sucks being able to lucid dream because the decisions are unbearable. I sometimes don't know I'm doing it but do it anyway and I struggle to make decisions in my dreams.

I turn around to walk away and I'm met with a old and familiar door. Just open a slight crack. The paint chipping off of it as I inch towards it. As I reach for the handle, I peer in slightly and I'm met with Y/N, naked. Making her way into the bath. I stare in awe at her body. My eyes go from being filled with lust to being filled with pity.

Y/N's skin starts to become covered with bruises. They look like they've been recently painted on her. She winces as she sits down into the steamy water, most likely from the warm water coming in constant with the dark blue and purple marks all over her backside and arms.

Then out of the blue, came out a tall and huskily man who I've seen storm out before. He was oblivious to my presence as he repeated to hit Y/N again and again. She turned her head to me, her pale blue eyes meeting mine as she whispered.

"Help me."

That was when I jolted awake. Covered in a light later of sweat and when I realised it was seven in the morning. The oily consistency the sweat had left on my body made me want to throw up slightly.

I heaved myself out of bed and made my way to the shower where I hope it makes me feel a bit better than I do right now. I grab a fresh towel out of the linen closet outside the bedrooms and head into the bathroom.

The tiled floor is extremely cold compared to the carpet I was just standing on. I shiver slightly and turn the water to an appropriate heat to which I think will sanitise me the best.