colours [dan howell X reader]

1.11 ; True feelings

     "Well I'm here to talk about our feelings for eachother, nothing more, nothing less," you state. He motions to the couch and you both sit down.
     "Okay, I really like you, even love you," he confesses.
     "Well we've only known eachother for a week, tops," you shrug.
     "Love at first sight. I love you, Anastasia, and I don't want to waste my time," Dan starts, "if you don't love me back, I won't waste my time obsessing over a beautiful girl."
      "I-" you say. It seems as if you can't say the 3 words, 8 letters, "love you too."
    "Well then it's not a waste of time," he leans in for a hug.
    "So, are we taking this slow?" you ask.
     "I don't mind, I don't really mind if we do slow or if we go fast," he confesses.
     "How about," you start, "we take it naturally, as it is." You pull away from the hug and kiss him. This was a bad idea.
     "I'm game if you are," he whispers into your ear. You hate that, but you like him.
You drag your hands down his back. You lean closer in and stop for a second.
     "I can't. Not again, I can't keep making the same decision over and over again," you say, squirming out of his weight above you. You slip out of his room and grab you key. You go back to your room.
     You can't be in another one of those relationships. Again. Where you don't love each other. You say you do, but all you do is slightly romantic things to try and get sex out of each other. You shoot Dan a text.
You- we are starting over. I'm Anastasia. From America, and you are?
Dan- not up for your bull shit.
      Gosh damn it, he's pretty good at this hard to get role.
You- fine, I'll go back to being a normal girl who's single. again.
Dan- no please Anastasia. I'm so bad at this hard to get thing.
You- I'll give you the secrets to it. The girl usually plays hard to get.
Dan- okay. tell me more about you
You- well, I think that I, morally, should be engaged, at least before I have sex. thats all, cause that's all that matters to you, it seems like.
Dan- I'm so sorry. I'll take you on a few dates? maybe like a lot? cause I don't want to loose you.
You- prove it, Howell.
Dan- the dinner at Sanaa is tomorrow, I'm game if you are.

a/n : writers block. I needed to get some words down, this was about 430 words kms. I can't write so i will try to explain what's going to kind of happen, or what I want to see happen. they go on a few dates, (or maybe like a lot?) and they get engaged and then the second book (yes I've been planing on a second one) is their life after that. and comment PLEASE if you have any suggestions for how I should handle their relationship. after all I'm like 13 what do I know.