And I'm So High On Misery [BoyxBoy] Sequel to TDIMIY

Jeydon's POV

 It's been almost two months since that day. Zane hasn't spoken to me at all. I'm back to sitting alone at lunch. My brother and Corbin are still hanging out. Corbin had come out as gay to my brother on New Years Eve. Declan wasn't even surprised. What made it terrible was when Corbin declared me as his boyfriend. My brother was understanding. If only he knew. If only I could tell him. Why do I have to be such a wimp?

 I'm not actually dating Corbin. He's just trying to ruin my life. I already lost the best guy in the whole world. Zane wont even look at me. I know, I should've told him earlier but I'm just scared. I'm still scarred.

 "Hello babe." said my evil fake boyfriend.

 "I'm not your babe." I say and he chuckled.

 "Don't be like that. Haven't you been dreaming for this day to come true?"

 "That was before I knew you were a monster!"

 "I'm not a monster. I'm your boyfriend. I would like you to treat me like one too." he said kissing my forehead.

 He threw a pair of jeans at me and ordered me to put them on. I did what I was told. "Where are we going?"

 "A party, look attractive."

 ***

 Corbin pulled into a very large driveway and he walked out of the car. I did as well. Holy crap this house is nice. "Try not to embarrass me." he said and we walked into the house.

 LMFAO was blasting through the stereos. There could've been maybe fifty people in the house.I guess the host's parents are out of town. I actually held onto Corbin's arm so I wouldn't get lost. He didn't seem to mind at all. I'm really not a party person. I am a party person but there's so many people in this house. It scares me.

 Corbin walked into the kitchen area and pulled out two bottles of beer. He handed one to me. "Drink up." he said. I looked at the bottle. How do I open this? There must be an instruction manual to go with this thing.

"I don't even drink!" I tell him and he opened my beer bottle. How did he do that? That's not the point. "I'm not drinking it."

 "Yes you are." he said and I gulped. I should do what he says. I'm afraid of what might happen once we leave.

 I put the bottle close to my mouth. My hands were shaking. The nasty liquid slid down my throat and then I started coughing. Corbin laughed and kissed my cheek. "I don't like it."

 "Keep drinking. You'll get use to it once it's in your system." he said throwing an arm over my shoulder. I took a deep breath and took another sip. How can anyone drink this? It's so nasty. Taste like butt cheeks.

 "I'm done." I tell him and he rolled his eyes.

 "You are such a beginner. I don't see how Zane could handle you." he said and my heart skipped a beat when he mentioned Zane. Corbin did that to make me do things with him. He'd mention Zane and then I'd get gullible. I don't like it. But I can't help it. I just miss him so much.

 "Can we just hang out with people?" I ask him and he sighed but led me into the living room where people were getting high. It smelled of pure coke. How do I know? That's how Garret's basement use to smell like.

 We sat down on the couch and about five girls came rushing towards us. I frowned. Corbin smacked the back of my head. I smiled. A fake one. "Oh my gosh. You two are so cute together!they all said, giggling. One of the girls were touching my hair. I don't like people touching my hair but I have to be a good boy in front of people. If not, I will get punished.

 "Could you two kiss for us?" One of them asked.

 "No." I say bluntly.

 "Oh come on. He's your boyfriend."

 "He doesn't deserve my lips." I grumbled and they frowned.

 Corbin glared at me. "That's okay." she said and started talking to Corbin about history.

 I heard a bunch of people laughing. I wonder what's so funny. I walked over to the dining area and saw Phoebe and Garret smoke their life away. Wait. If they're here, then Zane must be here too! I walked over to Phoebe. I have spoken to her ever since that day. She's trying to find out the truth on why I was in bed with Corbin. At least she knows something is up.

 Phoebe looked over at me and smiled. "Jeydon. Look at you. You look so adorable!" she said and I rolled my eyes.

 "Is Zane here?"

 "Yeah. He's somewhere. I'm pretty sure he was, like, talking to some girl. Or guy. I'm not sure." she said laughing.

 "Where?"

 "I don't know. The ceiling?"

 I groaned and walked around. I need to tell him. He needs to know. But where the hell is he? There's like a billion people in here and one of me. I'll never be able to find him. This is hopeless.

 I spotted Audrey sitting on the couch next to my fake boyfriend. She looked sad. I walked over to her and she looked up at me. "Long time no see." I say.

 "Go away. You broke Zane's heart." she said.

 "It wasn't me! I didn't do anything. I didn't mean to hurt him" I tell her. "Do you know where he went?"

 "If I did, I would never tell you." she said and got up out of the couch. Why does everyone see me as the bad guy? I don't understand.

 I looked around and that's when I spotted Zane. I sped walked over to him. My heart was skipping a billion beats per second. I waved my hand to catch his attention. He looked at me and smiled. I sped  up closer. Just then, a blond girl walked in front of him and they kissed.

 My heart sank.

 He has already moved on.

 My life is over.

________________________________________________

Authors note..... This chapter is short and it sucked. But I uploaded. :)

 COMMENT

VOTE

FAN :)