And I'm So High On Misery [BoyxBoy] Sequel to TDIMIY

Chapter 15

Jeydon's POV

 BEFORE

 "Thank you." Corbin said to my father. Dad nodded his head and went back to his car. I watch my dad walk off. Corbin wrapped his arms wround my waist and kissed my cheek. What just happened? "I made your father chase the bad guy away."

 I scoffed and walked back into the house. I can't believe he did that! I didn't want Zane to go. I really thought it was nice of him to just stand there. Of course Corbin had to mess it up. I seriously need to put an end to this mayhem. It's hurting me. And other people. I just need it to stop.

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"Corbin. We need to talk." I say guiding him into the living room. He sat down on the chair in front of me.

 "Yes honey?"he smiledl.

 "We need to split up. It's not working between the both of us. I'm not happy." I say and his smile faded. His eyes darkend. "Its not me. It's you. I-I meant it's me not you. I'm sure you'll find some boy better than me. I just cause you enough trouble as it is."

 "Do you really want this? For our relationship to end? What about everything we went through? I finally had you and now you're leaving me? It's Zane, isn't it? I'll kill that son of a bitch!" He yelled.

 "No! Stop it! I just don't want to be with you anymore. Is it that bad? Maybe it's for the best!" I say and he rubbed his chin.

 He grabbed me by the arm and threw me on the couch. Please no. Not now. Corbin undid his pants and got on top of me. He forced his lips onto mine. "You're mine and only mine." he said like a crazy lunatic. He started to take my pants off but I started to stuggle my way out of his grip. I fell onto the floor and ran upstairs into my room. I locked the door and grabbed my cellphone that was lying on my bed.

 I saw that Zane sent me a text about an hour ago. I was about to respond until I heard banging on the door. I startled and opened the bedroom window. The door swung open and Corbin pulled me by the hair and yanked me to the ground.

 He let go of my hair and started to kick me. I started couching and hestopped kicking. He then helped me up. Corbin then punched me in the face. I yelped. "You can never leave me. You're suppose to be mine!"

 "Stop! Please!" I choked out.

 "Say you love me!"

 "No."

 "Say it!"

 "I don't love you. I love Zane." I cried out and then he picked me up and set me down on my bed.

 He stared at me. "Jeydon, don't do this to me."

 "I don't love you. I never had and I never will. Please. Let me go!" I cried.

 "Stop crying! That's all you ever do! Just shut up! Gosh. I can't stand you at all." He said pacing back and forth. I started shaking.

 "Please. Leave me."

 "Shut up!" he said and then got on top of me. "Remember that night? When I said I love you? We made love that night. I remember like it was yesturday." he said in awe.

 "You're a nutcase!"

 He carressed my cheek. "You're just in denial." he cooed in my ear and rocked me back and fourth. "I remembered you screaming my name. I had no idea i was that good. You were my first."

 "Let go of me you psycho!I I say hitting him in his jaw. I squrimed my way out of his grip and ran out of the room. I ran downstairs and outside the house. What do I do?

 "Jeydon! Baby! Come back!" I heard Corbin yell. I shook my head and started running.

NOW

 I sat there in Zane's arms, crying my eyes out. "Jeydon, what happened to your arms?" he asked holding my arms out. I looked away from him. "Please, tell me so I can help you."

 "I use to cut myself. I thought it would help me." I cry. 

 "You could've said something to me."

 "You would've thought I was crazy. I was hurting inside."

 "And you don't think I didn't? Jeydon, what happened to your face? And don't say you ran into a doorknob." I winced as soon as he touched the wound. "Did Corbin do this to you?" I couldn't look at him. I can't let know.

 What would he think? "We need to get you to the hospital. You probably have a concussion!" It just to see how much he cares about me after all that I did to him.

 "No! We can't go to the hospital. They have needle. What if they put me in a coma?"

 "They're just going to help you. I'll make sure they won't do anything to you." he said.

 "How are we going to get there? You ride a motocycle." I say and started to cry. 

 Zane kissed the top of my foread and I flinched. It hurts so much. Why did this have to happen to me? "Zane." I decided it was time to tell him.

 "Yes?"

 "Corbin hurts me. Like hurts me hurts me. He'd hit me when he was angry or when I did something he didn't like. About two years ago, I discovered that I had a huge crush on Corbin. At first I thought it was a joke. But then he started to show interest in me. One day I was in my room. We went to my bedroom. We sat down on my bed and.. and.."

 "And what? Tell me Jeydon. What happened?"

 I chocked back tears. This is it. The moment for everything to change. To be normal again. This will chang the world. I will fianlly be free.

 "He raped me."

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