And I'm So High On Misery [BoyxBoy] Sequel to TDIMIY

Chapter 9

Jeydon's POV

 I'm lying on the couch crying my eyes out. I couldn't get to my room because I'm too lazy to. Is that what Zane really wants? For us to never speak again? But that's what I said. I made it official. I just wanted to make him happy. I knew that I was only bring ing him down. I'm the one with a boyfriend. I should probably tell him. Maybe that will get some weight off my shoulders.

 But I can't talk to him ever again. It's best to never think about him. I have to think about him as if we were strangers. Like he never asked me out at the party. Like he never kissed me. Hugged me. Talked to me. It would be like I never even had a friend.

 At least I have Audrey back into my life now. She'll be there for me. At least I hope so. She said she'll be there for me. I think she has a clue about Corbin and I. I don't know if I should be happy or scared that she has a suspicion. What will happen when Corbin finds out that Audrey knows something? I might get sent back to the hospital.

 "I only came here to get my stuff. I probably should burn these since they smell of sin." She spat. Her and dad had been arguing since Zane had left. I don't understand why she chose to come back here after two months. She could've taken the stuff while she was here last time. "And what happened to Jeydon?"

 "Get your stuff then and get out of my house. Jeydon doesn't need the stress." 

"Since when did you ever care about Jeydon? He's a sin. He's the devil's son."

 "Speaking of the Devil, get out of my house!" 

 After an hour of arguing, mom left the house. I wonder where's she's staying. I have a feeling my brother went to go live with mom. I'm not worried about him anymore. He can take care of himself. I don't understand why mom was so mean. I know being gay is a sin but that doesn't mean she has to be horrible to me. I never did anything wrong.

 "Jeydon, do you need help going up the stairs?" my dad asked. 

 "Please?"

 ***

 It's been a day since i've been wearing crutches. I really miss going to school, but I'm lazy and I don't want to see Corbin. I'm terrified of him. He might try and push me down the steps. Thta would be very painful.

 Audrey stopped by before going to school. She told me she was going to try to convince Zane to stop being stubborn and talk to me. I told her not to interfere but no one ever listens to me. She did promise to bring me back my school work and something from Starbucks.

 I wonder what I could do to kill time.

 Sleep.

 ***

 I woke up to see two girls staring right at me. One of them were Phoebe and the other was Audrey. She was holding a Starbucks cup. "Is that for me?"

 "Yes." she smiled and handed me the cup. "You are so adroable. Who would want to ever leave you?"

 "I don't know."

 "Zane left you."

 "So did you."

 "That was something else. I just want to be there for you." Audrey said and gave me a small smile.

 Phoebe was rocking back and forth in my chair. I wonder what  she's thinking about. She's the closest to Zane. She must know something about him. Stop it Jeydon. You can't think about Zane. I need to pretend that I never met him.

 "I hate Zane. He's such a dick. I just want to slap him in the face." Phoebe said with a sigh. I wonder what happened at school today. I don't know if I should ask. They'll just say 'nothing. ' I guess I'm not suppose to know what happened today.

 I have suddenly realized that the girls have been suddenly close to each other lately. Before, they use to hate each other. I'm glad that they made up. I wonder why they were fighting. I know that Garret doesn't really like Audrey. He was just trying to be nice. Phoebe hated Audrey's guts for some apparent reason and now they are acting as if they were BFF's. I hope not. Audry was my BFF first.

 "Have you seen Corbin today?" I ask.

 "No, why?"

 "Oh nothing."

 "Tell us. We're your friends, right Phoebe?"

 Phoebe nodded but then frowned. I wonder why she's all sad today. "I-I just miss my boyfriend. That's all." I tell her and then Audrey frowned.

 "I don't like him. He's bad news for you."

 "That's what you said about... Zane."

 She tensed up a little bit. "That was before you were happy. Now you're all sad and depressed." she said. I rolled m y eyes. "I know there's something up between you and your so called boyfriend Corbin."

 Why does she keep on saying that? I don't want her interferring with my problems. "Everything's fine. He's a nice guy."

 "Has he ever... hit you?"

 "No." I tell her and that ended our discussion.

***

 I got up to use the bacthroom since it's not that far from my bedroom. Now I'm not going to get all descriptive while taking my business.

***

 I flushed the toilet and washed my hands. Then I dried them. Afterwards, I walked out to see Audrey and Phoebe kissing.

_________________________________________

 Audrey is a lesbian O__O whoop whoop...

 Comment

Vote

 Fan