This was the day.
The day everything came crashing down.
Nagisa's point of view
I woke up, the stinging pains from yesterday's beating wracking my body with pain.
As I limp to the bathroom I notice that my mom wasn't home. Which didn't make sense, since we always eat breakfast together. Even so I was relieved.
As I tie my hair up a stinging pain engulfed my head. Rubbing the roots, I realized that I'd be forced to wear my hair down today. And everyone will ask what happened.
Great.
I left the house a bit later than usual, and took the later train. I'd still be on time, but a little bit later than usual.
I sat down in my seat, and just zoned out for a while. It feels good to do that sometimes. Just losing complete sense of reality and just drifting away--
"H-Hey, Nagisa?" A familiar voice stuttered.
"Yes Kayano?" I reply, trying my best to not look like I got hit by a bus.
"I-I was just wondering if we could talk privately after school? M-maybe somewhere in the woods or..."
"Sure" I reply, simply trying to get through the day.
Karma's point of view
I give Kayano a thumbs up as she walks back to her seat. I'm trying to be supportive. I really am. But it's difficult to help someone steal your love.
But I couldn't help but notice Nagisa's exhausted expression. The way he gave one word replies to most questions. And last but not least, that I his hair was down. That indicates that he didn't have time to tie it up, or for some other reason.
After school I didn't want to go home, so I went into the forest. I followed the path to my favorite rock. It's actually quite comfortable. Sometimes I sit there and ponder random things for hours, other times I do my homework here, or I just stare at the clouds. Whatever I do here, it's just my secret spot. I wouldn't here the end of it if anyone knew about this place.
As I lie there looking upper at the gloomy sky, I ponder how rapidly Kayano and Nagisa's relationship would expand. How many kids would they have? What would there wedding look like? Would I be Nagisa's best man? Will he just forget about me?
Tears fill my eyes at the thought of him forgetting about me. I cover my mouth with my arm, containing my sobs as I listen to the leaves rustle. I just sat there and listened to everything. The wind, the birds, my soft sobbing, and voices.
Wait.
Voices?
I immediately jump off the rock and sprint into the forest. I hide in some bushes to see who was coming.
As if it couldn't get worse, it did. It was Kayano and Nagisa. I sat there in the bushes. Sobs racking my body. And I just listen.
"So Nagisa, I-I wanted t-to tell you s-something important." Kayano's voice squeaked.
"Ok." Was all Nagisa replied with.
"S-So, I always thought that you were a great guy, a-and the way you put yourself in danger to save me and I just well I just-"
Her voice was cut off. The mental image of Kayano being kissed by Nagisa flooded by brain. By tears kept on falling.
"I'm sorry Kayano, but I have a lot on my plate right now. Could this maybe wait for another time?"
At that moment my heart filled with a million emotions. Happiness, confusion, fear, hope. It was all there. I needed time to think. So I got up, and sprinted off without making a single sound.
Nagisa's point of view
After me and Kayano had that talk about whatever she was gonna say I left.
And didn't go home.
Like hell I was going home.
That was a mistake.
I just wandered around town. I ended up in some random place. I didn't bother asking for directions though. This looked like a shady neighborhood.
That was also a mistake.
All I ate today was a granola bar I packed in my bag before I left. I had money on me sure, but I didn't stop to eat.
That was a mistake.
As I wandered aimlessly around town, taking my chances and crossing the empty streets. The roaring sound of rubber on the asphalt rings in my ears.
I kept walking.
That was the biggest mistake of them all.
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FanfictionNagisa Shiota isn't normal. His mother is abusive towards him, and he has terrifying bloodlust. However, Nagisa's life has just changed at an alarming rate. Karma Akabane isn't normal. He got suspended for violent behavior and is considered a comple...