So...hey. Let's start over. Hello, my name is Cecilia Rose Tyler, friends call me C-Wheezie. At least I imagine they would if I had any. I'm 17 years old, turning 18 in December, and I'm literally too cool for the second grade. But you probably already knew that. Anywho, onto the big part.
So I feel like I owe you guys an explanation, and before you say it's not necessary let me just say that it's something I want to to do, and it's something you all deserve for being there for me.
As you all know school started a week ago for some of us, including me. It was real shitty for me to go back because of the people there. Julia and her little squad never left me alone after she cheated on me with a dude, and when she announced in front of the school that I was just a phase. They'd just verbally attack me for anything I'd do. I could be taking a test and they'd be giving their stupid shitty remarks about me.
And I know that I shouldn't have really paid attention to them but it still hurt to hear that. And soon the whole school started with them and I remember that it got so bad to a point where I just wanted to die.
But that all happened last year. And then everything just kind of stopped for some reason. And then there were rumors going on that Julia wanted me back and then we started texting and me being me I decided to take her back. Big mistake.
She ended up cheating on me again with one of my friends named Damon, who claimed to be gay. And that really hurt because Damon was one of my best friends.
And so basically this all happened last year and when I went back I was just overwhelmed with them and with all the teachers and my grades and graduation and I passed out from anxiety and just no.
And I'm still depressed, just not as depressed because my lovely datemate talked me out of some stupid decisions and just a shoutout to her for making me feel less sad and just coming over and staying with me, and thank you all for being so understanding. I'll get back to posting shortly.
And I know I said I'd be back in a month but in reality it's only been 4 days but bear with me.
